Dating Shawn

Chapter 14

Shawn came back from tour yesterday and I have avoided his house ever since but today was the first day back from break and I have no choice but to face the monster that is Shawn.

I took one last glance in the mirror looking at my now small baby bump, it could still be hidden but just the fact that you knew life was in there made it seem so much bigger.

"You look perfect" Jack said wrapping his arms under my stomach carefully not to harm the baby.

"Thank you" I said.

"Come on let's go" he says holding my hand and walking me out.

When we got to school he let go.

"Why are you doing that" I asked him.

"I know how judgemental this school could be and I don't want you to get hurt by it" he told me and I nodded.

We instantly found Matt and Starr cuddled up by the lockers sucking faces let's be honest when are they not.

"Hey" I said.

"Hey" they said in unison I swear they act more a like everyday.

"Hey Chris can I talk to you" Ashley, Nash's girlfriend asked me.

"Yeah sure" I told her walking off with her.

"Chris I'm telling you as a friend not one of your boyfriend's friends girlfriend stay away from Johnson cause Shawn already thinks something is going on between the two of you and I'm afraid of what he'll do to you, Shawn is very possessive and doesn't like the idea of anyone taking what's his" she told me and I nodded.

"Well, next time you see Shawn make sure you tell him maybe he should of been fucking me instead of Lauren and he wouldn't have to be so worried about Johnson taking me away. Sorry but he didn't do that so now Johnson does a better job" I told her then I walked back to Johnson, grabbed him by his neck mid-sentence and kissed him it took him a second to react but he made it passionate. I watched as she just stood there shocked and walked away. I waved her by then I let him go.

"Sorry" I told him.

"Sorry for what? I love that! but what was that about?" He asked referring to Ashley.

"She was telling me not to be near you for Shawn's sake" I told him and he nodded. Shawn walked into School as if on cue with Lauren on his arm which really pissed me off and I could tell Johnson got mad at it too because his fist balled up and his jaw clenched.

Shawn saw us and stopped.

"Bet I do it better, you like my leftovers don't you Johnson" he says proudly then walked away with Lauren following behind him like a lost puppy.

I rolled my eyes. "You ain't shit" I said under my breath looking at the now angry Johnson. "Matt take him to class before he does something he can't get away from" I tell Matt and he nods taking Jack away.

"What an asshole" Starr says.

"Why did I even date him" I asked.

"Cause he's Shawn Mendes, and he's freaking hot" she says and I laugh.

"See you at lunch" I tell her going to class.

*at lunch

Finally lunch. The Jacks and I entered the lunch room to find pizza not even surprised they have this everyday. I was about to leave the lunch line but Johnson stopped me.

"No, the baby needs to eat" he said in a low whisper in my ear.

I stayed.

After getting lunch we went to the last lunch table and before I could sit down Shawn Yankee me to the wall hitting my back harshly.

I grabbed my stomach feeling a slight pinch. "What the fuck is wrong with you" I yelled turning the heads of everyone in the cafeteria.

Johnson tried to get up but Shawn give him a look I can't explain.

"Sit your ass back down" he said pointing a finger at him.

"No, you mess with my girl you mess with me" Johnson said standing now.

"Shut the fuck up she was my girl first and she still is my girl" Shawn said then turning to me. "I don't fuck you enough that's what you wanna blame our dysfunctional relationship on and not the fact that you had feelings for Johnson cause if that's the problem I can fuck you right now" Shawn said holding up one leg around him.

"Shawn this is not the time for you to state your dominance" I told him.

He kissed my neck and I held on barely to the moans that threatened to escape. Johnson's anger got the best of him and he grabbed Shawn by the back of his shirt and pulled him off.

"Dude why can't you get it through your head that she doesn't want you anymore, she's moved on to better and bigger things" Jack said.

"Bigger my ass, you ain't got shit on me Johnson. She only went to you cause you followed her around so damn much I don't chase Johnson but she sure as hell followed. She didn't mind being my side hoe and you clearly don't mind getting my left overs" he said with a smirk. I could feel the tears coming on heavy so I just pushed open the cafeteria doors and walked out. I could still hear Johnson arguing with Shawn but at this moment I don't care, Shawn could honestly do what he pleased and he wasn't touching this child.

After a minute or two it went silent and I heard Shawn calling my name, I didn't bother to turn around. He caught to me and held out his hand in front of me I kept walking.

"What does Jack have that I don't" he asked.

"That's the question you chose to ask chose a different one cause yours are limited" I told him.

"Yeah that's the question, if you let him inside you a place only I should be then I want to know why" he said still keeping his pace. I walked a little faster and he pulled me back to a wall stopping me with his arms.

"What does he have" he asked again.

"You really want to know" I questioned.

"Yes, cause I know it's not his dick mine is bigger then his" he said with pride.

"Haven't you ever heard it's not the size of the product but what the product can do" I asked and he looked confused.

"Are you saying he's better in bed then me? cause we all know no one pleases you better then me" he continued. I just rolled my eyes.

"Shawn he makes me feel wanted you don't, he's around your not so next time you want to blame someone blame yourself" I tell him.

"That's not fair I tried to be around and you always wanted to fight" he told me.

"What! Shawn if we weren't fight we were fucking God I fucking wish I wasn't pregnant for you or better yet that this baby wasn't yours" I yelled.

His facial expression soften at my words as he tried to process them. I put my hand over my mouth I can't believe I just told Shawn I was pregnant!