⚠️warning suicide is involved in this chapter⚠️
Susan:I get up the next morning and go downstairs and start beak fast as all the kids already left for school except for Zachary he leaves for military school today after we have breakfast Taylor and I clean up and he looks at Zachary and pulls him into a hug.
Zachary:"I don't wanna leave"I sniffle
Taylor:"I don't want u to go wait her but I don't know what else to do"I say hugging him.
Zachary:"ground me from everything just plz not this"I say.
Taylor:"Zachary"I sign"how many times have I grounded u from everything an u still snuck out and did drugs?"I ask
Zachary:"allot"I say starting to cry.
Taylor:"I've tried everything Zachary I really don't want u to go but I don't know what else to do"I say with tears in my eyes he nods and goes upstairs to his room to Finnish packing I sit down an cry in my hands.
Susan:I go over and hug him"shh Taylor ur doing the right thing"I say
Taylor:"it doesn't feel like it"I cry"what if he hates?"I ask crying harder.
Susan:I sigh"I don't know babe"
Taylor:"I can't do it"I stutter crying.
Susan:"babe I know u don't wanna do it but there already driving over here"I say
Taylor:"so we can't just tell them to go back?"I ask wiping my face.
Susan:"no babe I'm sorry"I say.
Taylor:"I can't I don't want him to go I can just put him on restriction or spank him"I ramble
Susan:"babe babe calm down"I say shushing him a bit.
Taylor:"I've already lost so much I don't wanna lose him"I say in a whisper breaking down not even crying just emotionless.
Susan:"babe ur gonna see him when he gets out ur not losing him I promise"I say and he nods staring blankly then there a knock on the door I go an answer it and it's the person of the school"babe there here"I call out he of all a over and shakes his hand"I'll go get Zachary"I smile and go upstairs once u get in his room I gasp and cover my mouth with tears running down my face he hung himself"TAYLOR!"I scream
Taylor:I run upstairs"Zachary No Plz!"I scream while crying.
Susan:I sit by him and check him to see if he has pulse"he's gone babe"I say cuz he doesn't have pulse.
Taylor:"no he's not"I cry and start CPR.
Susan:I call 911 and Taylor had been doing CPR for over an hour"Taylor he's gone u need to stop"I cry
Taylor:"No He Can't Be Gone!"I yell while crying.
Susan:I pull him into a hug"I'm sorry baby"I cry
Taylor:"it's my fault"I cry while I watch them carry his body out.
Susan:"no babe it's my fault I'm the one who talked u into the military school so it my fault"I sniffle
Taylor:I shake my head"no it's not"I say
Susan:"what are we gonna tell the kids?"I ask laying my head on his shoulder.
Taylor:"I don't know"I say and she nods then goes to our room turning on the news I sit on the edge of the bed as they talk about him and Susan watches holding Aaliyah.(their baby)
Susan:I see their at Avery's school and there talking to her"oh no"I say
Taylor:I rush to the car drive to her school and go inside seeing they are crowding her I push through the crowed"GET AWAY FROM HER!"I scream picking her up.
Avery:"is what they said true?"I ask in a whisper.
Taylor:"yeah baby he's in heaven now"I say softly and carry her to the car putting her in and she doesn't say a word the entire way home.
