Avery:I wake up the next morning and go downstairs and Susan is cooking breakfast and the kids are in the living room I run and hug her and she hugs me back.
Taylor:I wake up and go downstairs and see the kids in the living room and see Susan in the kitchen cooking I go and pull her into a hug"I'm so sorry"I say to her with tears in my eyes.
Susan:"it's ok"I smile and kiss him and see Avery sitting at the table looking at her hands
Taylor:"what's wrong baby?"I ask
Avery:"why are u wearing a hoodie?"I ask wanting the truth.
Taylor:"uh I told u last night cuz I'm cold"I say looking at the island.
Avery:"I want the truth daddy"I say still looking at my hands he looks at me and then Susan tugging on his sleeves"did u or did u not cut ur wrists?"I ask as I hear Susan gasp he nods with tears in his eyes"did u or did u not lie to me about Susan taking the kids so we could spend time together?"I ask
Taylor:"I did Avery but I didn't want to put anymore stress on u then u already have I was gonna tell u today"I say softly as if I'm the kids who got caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
Avery:"I trusted u daddy I realize that was a mistake"I sniffle running up to my room locking my door
Taylor:I sit on the stool and out my hands in my hair"I'm such a fuck up"I say to myself as Susan keeps on cooking."I'm sorry"I say to Susan not just for last night but for everything.
Susan:"it's ok but I'm not the one u should say sorry to"I say not looking up from cooking.
Taylor:I nod"do u hate me?"I ask looking at her.
Susan:I turn around and look at him"of course not I love u I hate the choices u made but I don't hate u"I say and kiss his lips then go back to cooking he goes upstairs to her room.
Avery:"what?"I ask
Taylor:"I'm sorry I never ment to hurt u or lose ur trust"I say
Avery:"to late for that"I say searching the channels on Netflix.
Taylor:"Avery I didn't tell u why she took the kids cuz I didn't wanna put nothing else on u and I was trying not to make it real and yes I cut I was at my weakest point an I'm sorry Avery"I say with tears in my eyes she starts crying and hugs me"why are u crying?"I ask.
Avery:"I don't like u hurting urself"I cry
Taylor:"I'm sorry baby I really am I wont do it again"I say holding her and she nods wiping her face I take her downstairs and sit her at the table and Angel won't come it down."Angel come sit down an eat sweetheart"I say
Angel:"no"I say
Taylor:"why?"I ask
Angel:"I'm not hungry"I say playing with my toys.
Taylor:"u need to come eat now come on"I say
Angel:"I said no"I say
Taylor:"Angel you've got to the count of three"I say"one"she keeps on playing with her toys."two"I say and she doesn't move."three"I say and walk to her and pop her on the butt and sit her down in front of her door she sniffle and knocks her plate off the table glass shattering and food going everywhere."Angel Caniff!"I shout sternly"everyone stay in their seats"I say starting to clean up the glass and Angel keeps her head down I clean up the glass and get her a new plate"stop the tantrum and eat"I say sternly and she eats and clean up with Susan then pick her up"say sorry to mommy for breaking her plate"I say
Angel:"no"I say
Taylor:"Angel"I warn and she doesn't say anything."apologize to mommy"I say
Angel:"no"I say again he smacks my but once and sit me on the naughty stool and I sob and he sets my timer."I want down"I whine
