Taylor:Jake has be acting up nonstop he spray painted his school walks and lockers and he goes to parties and he does drugs way worse now"JAKE WAKE UP!"I yell
Jake:"Shut the fuck up"I groan
Taylor:"JAKE CANIFF UP NOW!"I yell
Jake:"ugh"I say and get up"What?"I ask with full on attitude
Taylor:Hailey hands me a receipt for a tattoo and a piercing which Jake has"JAKE!"I yell
Jake:"what?"I groan
Taylor:"YOU GOT A TATTOO AND A PIERCING!?"I yell
Jake:"yeah so"I say
Taylor:"all of this behavior ends now and I meant it"I growl he rolls his eyes and lays back down on his bed."piercing out now"I say
Jake:"fuck no"I say
Taylor:"Jake I'm not playing take it out now"I growl scarier than I have ever before.
Jake:"neither am I sad I'm not taking it out"I say
Taylor:I shake my head."what's with this attitude?"I ask
Jake:"get out dad"I say
Taylor:"nope"I say closing his door
Jake:I quickly grab my gun and cock it pointing it at him"get out"I growl
Taylor:"shoot me Jake if that's what it takes for u to stop all of this and give the kids back their brother then shoot me"I say
Jake:"u wish dad"I say and shoot him in the stomach once he looks at me as he drops"oh my god what did I do?"I say as my voice is shaky then the cops bust open my door and take me"NOOO LET ME GO DAD IM SORRY!"I scream as they drag me out to their car.
Taylor:I stand up and stumble out"LET HIM GO!"I yell
Hailey:"daddy they already took him"I say
Taylor:"we have to go get him."I say
Hailey:"u have to go to the hospital first"I say and we go to the hospital and they get him bandaged up and we go to the station.
Officer:"may I help y'all?"I ask
Taylor:"I need to get Jake Caniff"I say
Officer:"oh he is not allowed to get out"I say
Taylor:"why not?"I ask
Officer:"sir he is staying here for a few months he was charged with rape and murder and he might be sentenced to death"I say
Taylor:"no u can't sentence him to death"I say as my voice is shaky.
Officer:"would u like to see him? Before visiting hours are over?"I ask
Taylor:"yes"I say and she takes me to the cafeteria and then beings Jake in and I sit down in front of him.
Jake:"I'm sorry"I say starting to cry.
Taylor:"why have u acted like that?"I ask
Jake:"it's just the only way I could forget that mom was gone"I cry
Taylor:"Jake do u think this is how she would want u to act? No she would want u to be their for ur brothers and sisters do u know that the twins cry when they hear u screaming and Hailey is just heartbroken so am I"I say
Jake:"I'm sorry I know I fucked up it's just I can't deal with the pain that mom is gone"I cry
Taylor:"I know it's hard Jake but now we have the pain of this and what will happen to u"I say
Officer:"times up Caniff"I say and he nods and stands up and I take him back to his cell
Aaliyah:"I want bubba back"I cry when we get home.
Taylor:"I know baby"I say picking her up.
Hailey:"daddy Kelly stopped talking again"I say
Taylor:I nod and walk over to him finding her holding her stuffed monkey."Kelly"I say she looks up at me then looks back down."you gonna talk for daddy?"I ask and she looks down at the floor quietly playing."u hungry baby?"I ask and she shakes her head I nod and kiss her head then the cop calls me.
(Phone convo)
Taylor:"hello?"I answer
Jake:"dad*cries* I got S-Sentenced t-t-to d-death"I sob
Taylor:"no no I'm coming"I say
Jake:"stay on the p-phone plz"I cry"NOOOO DONT TOUCH ME!"I scream and the cop.
Taylor:"Jake listen to me back ur self up against the wall and do not touch them"I say staying on the phone with him as he cries.
(End of convo)
Taylor:I see him up against the wall crying in his hands I go over to him and pull him to me."u can't sentence him to death when u haven't gave him a court date"I say
Cop:"sir he doesn't get a court date"I say
Taylor:"yes he doesn't everyone in the system does get a court date I know the law"I say
Officer Hunter:"I'm sorry sir he's new and I guess he hasn't studied his files but yes we have a court date set up for him which is next Monday at 2:30"I say
Taylor:I nod"I don't want anyone of yall to touch my son again and do not force him when he knows what's right"I say
Officer Hunter:"yes sir I'm sorry about that"I say as the boy clings to him.
Jake:"I wanna go home dad"I cry
Taylor:"I know"I say and he keeps on crying in my chest and I just hold him.
Officer Hunter:"sir it's time to go"I say
Taylor:I nod"i love u I'll be back for court tomorrow"I say
Jake:"nooooooo dad"I sob clinging onto him.
Taylor:I hold him"Jake I have to go I'll be back in the morning"I say and he cries harder burying his head in my chest I just hold him.
Officer:"sir do u need help?"I ask
Taylor:"no"I say"Jake I have to go I don't have a choice of I did I would take u home now but I don't"I say
Jake:"dad plz don't go"I cry clinging on to him.
Taylor:"baby I can't stay they won't let me."I say and he doesn't let go and just keeps on clinging on to me."Jake listen to me baby I have to go I'm sorry I love u and I'll be here in the morning I love u"I say and he lets go completely then they take him to his cell and I go home and get the kids fed and in bed then go check on Hailey and she's softly crying in her hands I walk over and hold her not saying anything and she cries harder in my chest then she falls asleep I go to my room and just sit their thinking and then go to bed.
