Unpredictable: Calum Hood fanfiction

before i post an update

I just have a few things I wanna say

I have the update written I just want to rewrite a part in it which is why I haven't posted it yet. it will more than likely be up tomorrow but if not it will definitely be up by Wednesday.

but what I wanted to say is you guys really mean a lot to me. this fanfic reached 300k reads and that's incredible. you guys helped me and made me realize life isn't as shitty and as bad as I thought it was.

a few months ago when I attempted suicide I literally felt like nothing mattered and you guys have been nothing but supportive and understanding and helpful and that's honestly what I needed at the time. I just needed a little push into something better.

I'm working day by day to improve my mental health which is why it takes so long to update sometimes, and I do truly feel bad for making you guys wait, I just don't want to fall out again and try to take my own life and actually succeed at it.

you guys mean the world to me and the fact you know nothing about me, meaning my name or what I look like or any other social media accounts I have, yet you're still so kind and caring and loving blows me away.

thank you all so so so much for being there when I needed a kind word or when I needed a helping hand. I love you all dearly.