Unpredictable: Calum Hood fanfiction

Chapter 37

I just realized my update never posted yikes wow I'm so sorry guys :( sorry for keeping u waiting
as for those messaging me asking about my dog, he became paralyzed in his back legs so it was best to put him down. thank you for the kind messages. 👼🏼🐶

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I'm still sitting outside, watching the sun rise and knowing I won't be back to sleep. Only about 30 minutes has passed since Victoria's mum left me alone in my head again, but honestly she helped a lot.

I begin to wonder if Victoria is awake yet, but considering it's only about 7 a.m I doubt she is.

My mind keeps trailing off into random daydreams and I have an extremely gross metallic taste in my mouth. I out of no where feel incredibly sick and uncomfortable, with no explanation as to why.

Getting up from my spot on the porch, I make my way back to Victoria's room, slowly and quietly opening the door to make sure I don't wake her, only to find out she's already awake.

Victoria's P.O.V

"I was just about to text you and find out where you went." I give him a weak smile and laugh, followed by a yawn and a hiccup.

"I went to smoke." He answers truthfully and I feel myself become a little sad.

"Babe, I thought you were gonna stop smoking?"

My heart hurts every time I imagine Calum doing anything with the intention of "numbing is pain." Mainly because I know he's hurting, and rather than resulting in drugs or alcohol, I wish he would come to me instead.

"I will one day." He blankly responds and I shoot him a confused look. I know it's early but he's acting extremely odd.

"Are you okay?"

"What? Oh, yes babe, I'm fine." He rubs his eyes and stares at the wall like he doesn't even know where he is.

"Maybe you should get back to sleep." I suggest and he shakes his head no.

"I just want some water. I don't feel good and I have a gross taste in my mouth." He turns on his heel and walks back out the door and I quickly push myself up to follow him. He's acting so strange and it's genuinely scaring me.

I follow him down the stairs and into the kitchen, he quickly takes a big gulp of water and sets the glass down on the counter. He begins to rub his hands through his hair and rest his back against the wall, closing his eyes tightly.

"Baby, look at me." I whisper and he opens his eyes slightly.

"Yes?"

"I love you."

He smirks at me, pulling my body so close to his we can't get any closer, and quickly kissing my lips.

"I love you, too." He finally responds and I feel him grab my bum, causing me to jump a little in my spot.

"You're so innocent it's scary." He tells me before lifting my body onto the counter and standing in between my legs.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"Like, I don't know, I could probably just say you're hot and you'd get so excited." He perks up one side of his mouth and I can already tell where he's going with this.

He's so predictable.

"Excited? Define excited."

"Like," he pauses and licks his lips, while staring at mine. "You make me excited." His voice is deep and raspy and I just can't get enough.

"Oh really?" I run my fingers through his hair and he basically squirms at my touch.

"Really." Before I can even think, he's lips are attached to my neck, kissing it and lightly nibbling.

I can either go along with it and end up doing something bad on my kitchen counter, or be the little tease I am when it comes to him and leave him wanting more.

I decide to let him win.

I tangle my hands in his hair and lightly pulling it, causing a tiny moan to escape from his lips.

"Fuck I love you." He says before pulling my body onto his and leading us to the couch, gently setting me down and climbing on top of me.

I wrap my legs around his torso and smile into his neck while he continues kissing mine.

Then, out of no where he stops and pulls back, sitting up on the couch.

"Babe?"

"Sorry, I just feel like I'm about to pass out. What the fuck, why am I so sick?"

I sit him, resting my legs across his and sitting my head on his shoulder.

"Want to go to the doctor?"

"No, I'm okay."

"If you say so."

I kiss his cheek and his head shoots for mine, pushing my back onto the couch again and returning his mouth back to my neck.

A loud laugh escapes my lips and I'm almost in tears from laughing so hard.

He's so sexual but it comes out of no where, and when it does we only have the chance to actually do anything.

He lifts my shirt up from under him, kissing down my stomach, lightly sucking as if he's still on my neck.

I feel my skin becoming more sensitive and I love it.

Calum is the only person I have ever been intimate with. I've kissed someone before, but I've never gone to this extent, and I'm more than happy the first person I experience this all with is Calum.

"Babe." I whisper and he just him into my skin, not giving me a legitimate response. 

"Babe, seriously."

He looks up at me, climbing to where is torso is laying on me.

His skin on mine is such and oddly amazing feeling.

"I-" he interrupts me by pushing himself up once again.

"Are you okay? Seriously. It's scaring me."

"I don't know, I thought this would help distract me from feeling like this, and trust me it is, but I just feel awful."

"Let's just go lay down, please. Maybe you need some sleep."

"Maybe."

I wrap his arm around my shoulder and attempt to help him up the stairs. He walks slowly but before we can even get close he stops.

"Babe, babe, stop I need to sit down."

I help him sit on the ground, laying him onto his back and allowing him to look at the ceiling.

Calum's P.O.V

My body feels so weak and my head is skipping things and that nasty taste hasn't even left my mouth.

Something is really wrong.

I lie on my back, making it a little easier to breathe. My chest feels tight and I can tell Victoria is extremely worried.

I see the hickey forming on her neck though, and I can't help but chuckle at it.

"What?" She asks.

"Your neck."

Her mouth forms an "O" shape and she gives me a "be right back" look and I watch her rush into the other room.

My eyes focus on the fan above me, before suddenly everything goes black.