The Weird Randomess of Me 3!!

Singing

Ok, you know what?? I like singing! I like to do that.

Now, I am not good by any means. My voice is so mediocre. I could never be in choir. I'm sure with voice lessons and practice, I'd be ok bUT---

I CAN'T SING IN MY OWN HOUSE WITHOUT FRICKIN BEING JUDGED BY MY FAMILY

Like once I was playing piano and it was my favorite song and I was like a'ight I got dis and sang softly and my brother was like "Are you singing??" in thE MOST JUDGMENTAL DISGUSTED VOICE EVER AND I WAS SO ASHAMED FOR TRYING

Yet my Dad is always like "U need to learn to sing and play instruments at the same time blah blah."

Well I can't do that with three siblings around or honestly my parents either.

So, being home alone is a rate and blessed gift. I play my music at the loudest possible volume and sing at the top of my lungs aND ITS GREAT I LOVE BEING HOME ALONE

SERIOUSLY RIGHT NOW I WANT IT TO BE A SPRING/SUMMER DAY AND TO PRANCE IN A MEADOW SINGING 'FAMOUS LAST WORDS' BY MCR

SUCH URGE TO SING