this boy...
he's driving me absolutely
mad
with worry.
i should be fast asleep by now,
but
these thoughts of him
won't let me rest.
i keep replaying today
over and over again
inside my head.
the way he looked
with those puffy, red eyes.
for the first time
in the ridiculously short
amount of time i've
known him,
he seemed vulnerable.
and i saw inside.
just a ghost of the real things
holding him down,
clawing at him,
ripping him apart
from inside his mind.
i wish he wouldn't
hide
so much;
i wish his words
were softer;
i wish his eyes
were warmer.
i feel like he was meant
to be happy,
but something
got in his way.
there were so many things
i wished i would have said;
so many things i felt
that i couldn't understand.
jungkook-sunbae...
you like to hide
behind a black, blurred mask
of bitterness.
i wonder who you
could possibly be
underneath.
-k.m.a
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suicide notes 「 jungkook 」
Fanfiction❝ usually, when people say they want to be alone, they don't mean it. they're just angry because they've been sad for so long . ❞ ❝ what would you know about that ? ❞ in which a strange girl leaves notes for the broken so they can make it through t...
