Outcast

Chapter 41: Let the Jealousy Wars Begin.

Sam's POV

If I had a chance to redo history I wouldn’t redo a thing. My life was already perfect now. This was exactly what I've always dreamed and wanted. Being with Alec, no bindings. Alec himself was everything I ever wanted from a mate. He respected me and yesterday I had the confirmation that he didn't just see me as a body, something to entertain himself with. He truly loved me and it was no joke. 

"Love, are you alright?" he asked me as I had been quiet for quite a few moments. "Alright?! It must be the understatement of the millennium!" I said and he chuckled and kissed the top of my head. I snuggled deeper into his chest, taking in more of his wonderful scent. "You're right, it is. You're heavenly, Sam." he said but at the end, his voice was muffled as he buried his face in the space between my neck and shoulder. I laughed.

"I love your laugh Sam. It makes me want to laugh too." he said which made me laugh even harder. "Since when have you become so cheesy?" I asked him. 

"So it must be true. Jane used to be really annoyed at me for that. Don't ever leave again because it damages me." he confessed solemnly. "I promise I won't ever leave you again. But don't worry. It's cute." I said. He kissed me and left his scent on my lips which I licked. Suddenly I got that vision feeling and fog clouded my eyes. I groaned. "I'm getting a vision." I said. He groaned too. The last time I had a vision after Alec and I made love it ended tremendously badly. "Watch it but please don't leave afterwards, or push me in a tree." he said.

"Of course I won't." I answered him with a smile and kissed him softly on his cheek. He hugged me tighter to him and I let the vision engulf me.

I was on a tree, at a perfect angle watching Alec and myself as we were in the present. Ah, we looked so cute! I heard a little sound come from next to me and found Daren, watching closely. I quickly broke the vision and back to reality I snapped my head to where Daren had been watching us. And he was really there. My eyes widened as Alec too looked at that direction and the sudden tension showed me he had realised that I had spotted someone in the tree. He suddenly shifted me in a position so that I could not be seen by Daren. We were both naked, and the only things between us and the ground were Alec's clothes so we didn't have much to cover ourselves with. "Daren!" I shouted at him. He was going to get hell for this when I got a hold of him. What was so important that he had to choose THIS moment to talk to me about it? From behind Alec I couldn't see anything but after a few moments Alec relaxed and put me back op on his lap as we had been before. But honestly with the awkwardness of the moment the romantic atmosphere had cracked. I got off Alec and put on one of his shirts. "God!" I said in frustration. I went to sit next to Alec who was squeezing his nose bridge. Man I just couldn't catch a break from problems. 

"Sam, was that the vampire you turned?" he asked me in a very tired voice. 

"Uh-huh." 

"Why was he watching us, while we-" he started but the situation was already awkward, there was no need to put it in words. 

"I don't know but he's going to get hell for it." I said weakly. 

"Sam, does he have... feelings for you?" he asked me, his voice sounding very cold and mature.

"I think so. He... once asked me to teach him how to fight. I did and accidentally, he trapped me against a tree and… and he let go of me and well... it's easier if I show you." I said and showed him the vision in question. "In my mind it was you who was touching me, and I'm sorry Alec. I really am and I feel really guil-" he cut me of with a deep kiss on my lips. It was hard and demanding, I almost couldn't keep up. I thought he'd be mad at me, not kiss me like this. The feel of his lips on mine made my toes tingle. But I wanted to confirm something.

"Alec, aren't you mad at me?" I asked I felt my heart in my throat. 

"Mad at you? Of course not, love. It's not your fault you're just too irresistible for your own good. But know this. I won't share you. With anybody." he said. I kissed him quickly. Wasn't he the best?! "And I won't be shared. I'm yours Alec. I'll always be yours and yours only." I said to him. He engulfed me in a hug and rested his chin on my shoulder. "I'm the luckiest man on this planet." he said in a muffled voice. I lightly kissed his shoulder.

We knew we should be back to the others. He put on his clothes and I tried to put on his jeans which were too big for me. I had to roll up the cuffs four times and I was always pulling up the waist. But at least I was dressed. I decided we'd better go to the cottage so that we could get washed up and put on proper clothes. We ran together again, until we arrived. Thankfully no one was there so we could shower in peace. The cottage's shower was very small, as was everything else in the cottage. I removed Alec's ring and necklace so that I could shower thoroughly. We both entered the small shower and showered together. We washed each other's hair and I swear by the time we were done we were botch squeaky clean, not even a hint of mud or dirt on us. He put on a clean pair of clothes and I put on my underwear. Finally I went to my small closet where I decided on wearing a cute white camisole and a black half jacket on top of it. I topped the outfit with grey skinny jeans and a pair of black heeled boots. I put back on the heart shaped pendant and the ring, on the fourth finger of my right hand. I let my hair dry on its own and so did Alec.