Pain 2: Him (H.S)

Chapter 82

Today is a beautiful day. I woke up happy as hell, the sun is shining, the birds are chirping, and I have a beautiful girl sleeping in my bed. I had a well rested sleep and the comfort I felt with her in my arms put me at ease and dissolved all my distress and the aching grip of the loneliness. Last night was indescribable and I'm so relieved that she came home and stayed with me. It began to worry me when she started rejecting me and dismissing my pleas but when she claimed that I purposely strive to ruin her it really broke my heart. I could go on and on about how much I love her, blah blah blah, how I'd die for her, blah blah blah, but in all reality it's the truth. She always tells me there's better out there and that I should "branch off" blah blah bullshit, but she doesn't understand that I don't want the other "fish in the sea." Fuck those fish, I want her.

It's almost ten and I'm returning back to the room. I went out and bought her breakfast and stopped at a shop to buy her some clothes to wear because I know how much she hates wearing the same outfit twice in a day. Maybe she's changed and wouldn't mind doing that, but it just crossed my mind and I didn't want to take the chance of her deciding to stop at her house. Plus, there was no way in hell I was going to even attempt to sneak into her house to grab something for her. It was nothing expensive though, just a shirt and shorts so that she's comfortable enough in this heat.

I also bought her a morning after pill. I was so caught up in the moment and was too eager to remember to put a fucking condom on, so I went against my own morals and bought it. Me of all people forgot the condom. How stupid of me. But no worries, I know she's going to lose her mind and start crying because she isn't ready to be a mother or some shit about being too young, so I saved us the hassle. She starts crying, boom, hand her the pill and it'll all be okay. Fingers crossed. Hope it all works out.

When I enter the room, the entire place is spotless. My clothes are off the floors, my suit cases are closed and stacked by the T.V, the bed is made, and all the empty water bottles are gone. "Alee?" I call out walking to the table to place everything down.

"Morning." When I turn, the beauty is wearing my sweats pants and is in her bra, her brown hair high in a bun, and she tilts her head to the side smiling at me. I really love the nose piercing on her. Adds a little sexiness to her innocence.

"You cleaned?" I state the obvious.

"Just a little." She shrugs walking towards me and I step aside to show her what I bought.

"Dunkin' Donuts?" She smiles opening the brown bag, "mocha coolatta?"

"Yeah," I say handing it to her, "and I got you a bagel with cream cheese and a blueberry muffin. I know how much you love those." I tell her setting the rest of the bags on the bed. I'm not sure when to bring up the pill but I don't think she's worried about it. My expectation was that she was going to be in bed crying regretting everything we did, but her cheerful attitude is confusing me.

"Nice!" She gleams turning the T.V on before taking a seat on the chair to eat. Morning re-runs of Saved By The Bell is playing and her eyes are glued to it as she watches Zack play the principal and Mr. Belding play student, and I sit across from her watching the smile on her face grow deeper.

I guess I'm just going to sit here and wait for her to finish because I don't want to do anything to ruin her mood, and knowing me, that's really easy to do. She looks extremely sexy in her bra and I'm not sure if it's to tease me or if she just wants to be comfortable. Either way, it's a fulfilling view I'd be stupid to complain about.

"I'll be back." She stands hurrying to the bathroom and I sneak a sip of her drink and a bite of her bagel. Man, it really is a nice day. I wasn't expecting her to be this calm but I guess it all worked out.