I'm Rude

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Yes, I'm rude. I come off as rude because I'm tired of taking everyone's crap and all of them saying "You take everything to heart" or "You take everything too seriously" 

I come off rude because I have everything  to lose. I need to protect all of those things I have to lose, because I can't lose anything else in my life. 

I'm rude because I'm done with being walked all over. I'm done with people taking advantage of me.

I'm rude because I'm done with always being known as the weak one of the group. I'm done with people talking as if I'm not sitting there. 

I'm rude because I'm done with friends always making jokes about me pr thinking it's a joke when I say to stop something. If you hurt me, and I say to stop THEN YOU SHOULD STOP! 

I'm rude because I've been hurt one too many times. I've trusted the wrong people, so now i make it hard to get to know me. 

I'm rude because I'm DONE with beating around the bush with certain people. I'm going to tell you the truth even if it makes you upset. I don't care anymore. 

So the next time you get offended for me being rude or heartless or a bitch or whatever, keep these things in mind. I don't care anymore. I'm done caring. The only person I'm worried about this year is me. 




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