How am i feeling?

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How am I feeling?
Im feeling
hurt
lost
confused
angry
weak
depressed
scared
worthless
and worst of all
numb
nobody cares
when they ask
"how are you feeling?"
"how are you?"
you dont care
so why do you ask?
my mind is swirling with images
images that wont go away
how can you stand there and watch me fade away
while you talk about not sleeping last night
or how hard it was to wake up early for school
I stay up
hours into the night
paralized with fear
with anxiety
i cant sleep at night
because im so scared
how could you stand there and talk about 'cutting'
when im standing there covering all the new cuts i put on my shoulders and arms
i hate people
who say they cut
without saying they cut
and take PRIDE in it!
Thats what someone i know does
and im here falling apart with every cut
doing EVERYTHING to hide them
nobody gets it

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