why do i always feel like im doing everything wrong?
like im sitting in the middle of a bright room
feeling so left out
so in the darkits like I'm always wanting to set a high standard for myself
but i never want to reach it
in fear of what will happen when i do
what will be waiting for me at the topi feel like I'm always playing it too safe
but still I'm doing it all wrong
i know I'm doing it right
but even then i doubt myselfit feels like I'm swimming through a swimming pool of acid
my flesh is burning
but i still continue to go
i continue to swimi push myself until i break
i break down into tears
i cry, and cry, and cry
and nobody knowsi sit in my room wishing i were dead
going over every mistake
everything ive ever done wrong
and i wish i were deadthat's the problem with doing everything wrong
it gets you down
pulls you straight to the ground
because i do everything wrong
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Poems and Thoughts (Book 2) {HIATUS}
PoetryJust some poems about how I'm feeling at any given point of the day. Mostly depressing stuff. This used to be "Here's Some Inspiration," but I made that an entirely different story on my page, so if you are looking for more inspirational happy writi...