Poems and Thoughts (Book 2) {HIATUS}

They say my heart will mend

I know its all my fault

and i know its too late

but its been a few years

and here i am, crying on the floor again

i know it shouldnt hurt

when you date girl after girl

but it does

because all i think of is you

i know i bend

and i break all of my promises

but i cant just be

invisible to you

you dont talk to me anymore

and honestly,

im still trying to make sense

that you have moved on

i see the new girl

and think to myself

"she's so much prettier than me"

and "i'll never have another chance"

they say my heart will mend with time

but its been a few years

and im still sitting here

with an oozing, shattered heart