i'm confused
i know i feel something different when i see him, but i don't know what it is that i'm feeling
i'm trying not to be weird, trying not to scare him off, but at the same time shouldn't i be myself? shouldn't i show him the realest version of me that i can?
except i don't even know what the realest version of me is anymore because there are so many
i am inconsistent
i am human
and so is he
so maybe, maybe, something might happen
or it might not
and now i will practice my cello
