You are there
One day
And then you are not
I first see you
Across a room
I like the way you look
Your smile
The way you laugh
You look like
You're having fun
We meet
I try to be casual
Probably overdoing it
But you never notice
That I'm secretly
Admiring you
Now that I'm
Getting older
Getting bolder
I might get your number
We might text
Still as friends
There might come
A time when
You guess
The depth of my
Feelings for you
I can't handle
Letting you go
I ask for us
Still to be friends
You say yes
Ups and downs
One minute
I think you might
Return my feelings
The next
I am convinced
You don't care about me
That way
The last time we meet
I act casually
Trying to
Pretend nothing is different
From when we first met
And I never see you again
I have moved on
But you are there
Again
Only this time
You're in a
Different body
Different boy
And the cycle begins again
You are there
One day
And then you are not
