My Dark Rants

Intro

Every story always has a hero who finds you make your past your past. Well this story is a little different. I could possibly care less about what anyone is going to say about this story because it isn't a story. My life isn't a story, it isn't a fairytale, it's a my reality. Many things happen in life. Good things, bad things. And memories are made. Good ones and bad. My point is, life happens, and lately, life has been punching me in the face with bad memories that I had been trying to forget about ever since forever.

Well when people say, "Your friends stick by you to the very end, and if they don't, they aren't your true friend," I find that to be my life quote. But actually, I have a lot of life quotes so, yeah. I've made a lot of friends online, and I must say they get me through a lot. I'm a person who really does not speak much in person unless I have a good reason to. I rather not say something I would regret later, or say something that no one is gonna hear anyway, so I might as well just not say anything. The internet has lit-er-ally become my best friend.

I have like eight different accounts online for different things and I use them everyday. That doesn't include my gaming account by the way. And that leads me to say, I am a gamer. I play mostly nintendo games and do you know how much sh*t I get daily for it? TODAY. Today guess who got the joy of fighting against a f*cking pedo. I DID. AND I WILL NOT REPEAT WHAT HE SAID TO ME. And no only that, but I've gotten people say to me I suck a** and that I should stick to the kitchen. But guess what, I don't care. That's not gonna stop me anyway. I play everyday. I've gotten good, and then I beat the snot out of those idiots anyway.

Along with those daily insults, in school people just always look at me like I'm from another fricken planet or something. I've already got enough insecurities I don't need people looking at me like they want to kill me. Then there are people who cause drama and people who tease me, people who bully and love to ruin my day. I haven't gotten teased in a little while which is good, but I worry that I'll get bullied soon again. I used to cry a lot because of it all. But oh well that happened a while ago. I haven't cried in a whole day... yay...

I'm writing this specific book, which is totally out of my normal writing style because I, first off brainstorm when I'm ranting, and second I figure this is like the only way anyone is gonna learn anything about my daily thoughts. I'm never going to repeat any of this in person, and I act as if I never wrote it. But that's all I got to say for this part of my book. This is the only story I will publish before I complete the whole thing.