Sidemen/pack ship oneshots

Call me Simon

Okay so I've never written anything like this before but I hope you all like this <3

Samantha's Pov-

I walked slowly behind my mom as we entered a forever21. I'd been dreading this day for awhile and couldn't figure out why. I'd never hated shopping but then again I'd never loved it either, especially when it came to bra shopping.
We headed to the section of the store where all of the undergarments were and started looking around. I couldn't help but feel a strong dislike for all of the lace and frills so I quietly slipped away to the work-out clothes.
There I found a couple of plain sports bras and headed to the changing rooms. I went into one locked it and tuned to face the mirror. Suddenly I became aware of just how much make-up I was wearing and how long my dirty blonde hair was and how prominent my curves were.
I felt disgusted and turned away. Once I put on the sports bra with my t-shirt I felt a lot better my chest was more flat and I felt more comfortable with that. I smiled lightly, changed back and headed to the cashier, texting my mom to meet me outside.
~time skip~
I was sitting at the lunch table with 2 of my closest friends Danielle and Penny as well as my boyfriend Lachlan. We were discussing my upcoming birthday and how we needed to go shopping for a dress for me. At the mention of wearing it I suddenly felt that same feeling I had when I looked in the mirror the past few months, disgust.
I abruptly stood up and walked away. I heard footsteps behind me so I tried to walk faster, but soon a hand grabbed my wrist softly and turned me around. It was Lachlan.
"Samantha are you alright?"
I cringed when he said my name and nodded once to signal that I didn't want to talk about it.
"You sure you don't want to talk about what just happened in there?"
I nodded once more. He smiled a sad look in his eyes and pulled me into a tight hug.
I wanted to tell home what's been going through my mind but I couldn't. I didn't want to lose him.
-flashback-
I sat on my bed scrolling through some stories on tumblr when I came across a story about a 12 year old girl who came out as transgender.
I became interested and clicked on the article and soon found myself relating to a lot of the story. My mind swirled 'what if I'm transgender?'
'What if someone finds out!'
So many questions and thoughts run through my brain and soon I become panicked. I do the only thing I can think of at the time I call Lachlan.
He picks up and immediately knows I'm having a panic attack he makes me follow his breathing and soon I'm able to relax. But I'm still thinking about the article.
-end of flashback-
My mind lingers on the thought and I struggle to accept what my brain knows is true. I have to tell Lachlan. I take a deep breath and head back to the cafeteria.
I approach the table and call out to Lachlan," I need to tell you something."
We go into the hall and I stare at my feet thinking of what to say.
"I have to tell you something" I mumble.
He grabs my hands," You can tell me anything."
"I-I can't do this." A lone tear rolls down my cheek.
"Look at me" he says and tilts my chin up with his index finger.
"Whatever it is that you need to tell me I'll be here for you okay? I love you."
"C-call me S-simon" I managed to stutter out.
He smiled lightly,"I'm so proud of you Simon."
He leaned down and pecked my lips wiping away the tears on my cheeks with his thumb. I looked up into his crystal clear eyes,"How did you know that I was trans?"
"You have been cringing when I call you Samantha, you have a binder under your bed, and it was on your recent searches on your laptop."
My eyes widened and he giggled.
"Guess I wasn't as secretive as I thought." I blushed.
"Not at all." He kissed me again and I smiled happy to have such an amazing boyfriend.