Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)

Confusion...

~ Kellins POV ~

Both my fans and Heathers fans have been tagging her in my links to the video all day long, but none of us have gotten any responses. She hasnt posted anything on snapchat all day, which worries me, because she is most active on snapchat. Well, most active as in she posts the most there, but she's CONSTANTLY on basically ALL of her social media accounts. I can relate to that on a spiritual level.

I've been extremely paranoid and agitated all day, wondering if something has happened to her and if she's ok. Im so fucking worried about her. Im pacing the length of the tour bus right now, my phone is sitting on the table, Im glancing at it every other second to see if the screen has lit up, and every five seconds Im turning it on to see if my phone just didnt notify me, but I just see my lock screen. For fuck sake!
"Kellin...are you ok?" Nick asks from the couch, I didnt even realize he was sitting there.
I dont look at him and I continue pacing "Yeah. Fine."
Nick shakes his head "Whats bothering you man?"
I run a hand through my hair and turn my phone on "Nothing." I continue pacing.
Nick stands up and walks over to me, he places his hands on my shoulders so that I stop pacing and look at him. "Stop pacing and tell me what the hell has got you so pissed off!"
So I tell him everything. Everything about mine and Heathers relationship all those years ago, and how I recently found out she only let me go so that I had no reason to stay and deny my dreams. Everything about how I found her again and miss her even more. Everything about us and how happy we were together. At the end of it all, I tell him that I made a video for her but she hasnt been on social media all day and its really worrying me, tears prick my eyes.
Nick has an arm around me, we're both sitting on the couch. He sighs "Damn Kellin! I completely understand why you're getting so worked up over this, but you need to calm down, alright? We have a show tonight, channel all of your anger and frustration over missing her into your voice, it'll help, I promise. Just leave it for a while, let things simmer down and come back to your phone after the show, then see if you've gotten a response. You wont get anything out of pacing the length of the bus waiting for a text back from bæ, so its best to just procrastinate for a couple hours until you feel calm and ready to come back to it."
I nod "Thanks man, I really needed that."
Our manager suddenly bursts through the bus door, I hear high pitched screams from outside. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN HERE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE AT SOUND CHECK!?!?!"
Nick and I both roll our eyes before smiling, jumping up from the couch, leaving the bus and trying to not get ripped apart by fangirls. Just a day in the life of a dude with nice hair.

"Alright guys, as most of you will know, after doing a couple songs, I usually make a speech about something right?" I ask into the mic, the crowds scream in response. "Cool. Today...Im going to make a speech about something...a little different. How many of you have seen the video I posted earlier today?" Practically everyone in the room screams. I nod "Sweet! For those of you who didnt, basically I sang a cover of a High School Musical 3 song for the girl I've been in love with for a long time, a girl I havent spoken to or seen in person for 11 years. Recently, I found her again, and I fell for her just as I did the first day I joined a high school in England. Some of you will have seen the speech I made about how I got the girls in high school with my beatboxing, right?" The room erupts in screams again, I smile. "Awesome! Well, to tell you the truth, the first girl I ever showed my beatboxing to was this girl Im still in love with today. I found out she thought beatboxing was an impressive talent, and it just so happened I'd been learning the basics myself. I tried to impress her with my beatboxing, and it worked! She loved it! She was the first girl to ever compliment my appearance, compliment my beatboxing, compliment my singing, not make fun of my height and, with the exception of my mom and my sisters, she was the first girl to ever tell me she loves me." Every fangirl in the room lets out a joint 'awwwh!'. "The truth is, I havent struggled with waiting for a text back in YEARS, because the woman I have loved for so long was ALWAYS online, so I rarely had to wait. However, something has happened today, because practically everyone following her and I on social media has been tagging her in links to my video this morning, but she hasnt posted anything on social media about that or anything else! Guys...Im really worried about her, I genuinely care about her. So, right now, could all of you take out your phones and tweet her, tag her in my instagram post, or post about this yourself if you want to? I REALLY need her to see that video, because I know she's got very low self confidence and she really needs someone right now. All of us, if we work together, can get her attention, I know we can, so c'mon, everyone! Justin, Jack, Nick and Gabe, you all do it too! Security guards, our manager, please, help me out here! All of you beautiful fangirls and hot fanboys in the crowd, start typing out those tweets!" And, to my surprise, my band mates put down their instruments and get their phones out, security guards put their jobs aside for a few precious seconds and pull their phones out, and the entire room is illuminated by phone screens as every fan in the room takes out their phones and starts tweeting my babygirl. With tears of happiness in my eyes at the scene in front of me, I pull my own phone out, take a picture of this beautiful moment and go to twitter.

@ kellinquinn: I have the greatest best friends and fans in the entire world. Look at this, all of them helping me get the girl of my dreams back! Seriously love you guys 😍👌🏻❤️