~ Kellins POV ~
"What is something you have always wanted to be?" I asked her curiously.
"In love, oh wait, I am! With you!" She replied.
I laughed "Baby! I meant what JOB have you always wanted to have?"
Heather was thoughtful for a moment "Well, I've always wanted to be a writer, a youtuber, a merch girl or a singer...but I'm not sure if I have the confidence for the last two."
I smiled "You have a beautiful voice Heather, I really think you could make it if you set your mind to it! And you have the perfect sense of humor and style to become a youtuber!"
"I was considering being a youtuber like Dan and Phil, telling my awkward stories, because I have PLENTY of those! I could do some gaming too, obviously Undertale because I'm Undertale trash." She thought out loud.
I pictured her sitting in her room in deep thought, and my smile widened "I've never seen you obsess over any game more than you do with Undertale, not even any of Pewds old RPG series'! And THAT is saying something!"
She laughed "I know right!?! Undertale is fucking life though, damn. Such a good game."
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"Do you have any idea how to find her?" Jesse asks.
I shake my head "None, at all, and thats what fucking sucks! I remember her name, but she could be married, or she could've just changed it for some reason! There is no way I'll find her! I dont even know if she's still in England!"
"Damn, that sucks man. Look, I've gotta go, but call me if you find anything, I'll try my best to think of some ideas too. I hope you find her man." Jesse explains.
I nod "Ok, see you later dude, yeah, me too, thanks for helping me." And we both hang up. How the fuck am I supposed to find her!?!
I brought the box of Us on tour with me, because I felt like I couldnt just leave it behind. I'm hot and sweaty, Im panting, and I would rather be in the shower after that performance, but Jack is having his third shower of the day, so I decide to pull the box out from under my bunk and place it on my bunk, I start flicking through it again. A loud gasp breaks through my lips at what I find: my old phone! I turn it on and unlock it, it still has all of our old messages on it! Holy fuck!
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9:15pm, January 3rd 2016 - Babygirl: Sorry Kels, I cant skype today, Im super busy doing...stuff, right now, Im really sorry, I promise I will soon tho, ok? I love you. 😘❤️
9:18pm, January 3rd, 2016 - Me: Oh, ok, thats alright, haha, I dont mind. I guess I'll talk to you later then??? I love you too. 😘❤️😘❤️ (R)
10:00pm, January 3rd, 2016 - Me: Are you ok baby? 😘❤️ (R)
11:30pm, January 3rd, 2016 - Me: Goodnight baby, sweet dreams, I love you. 😔😘❤️ (R)
8:30am, January 4th, 2016 - Me: Good morning from the USA! I miss you. ☺️❤️ (R)
12:00pm, January 4th, 2016 - Me: ...are you there baby? 😕❤️ (R)
4:00pm, January 4th, 2016 - Me: Babygirl? 😔❤️
4:05pm, January 4th, 2016 - Me: Look, I've had a really bad day, I just need my babygirl. 😭❤️
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I remember she ignored me like that for around two weeks in total. It was torture, I absolutely hated it. I remember crying so many times, because I thought she was going to break up with me, I thought maybe she didnt want me anymore, I thought my texts were beginning to annoy her, I just wanted to know if everything was ok, if SHE was ok. It hurt, a lot. She'd reply eventually, and we'd have short conversations, but she'd leave again without warning and not return for hours, it really hurt me, I thought she didnt have time for me anymore. She said she was working on this huge project and she was putting her everything into it, but when I asked to see it she blatantly refused. I didnt know what to think or how to feel, I was so lost.
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Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)
FanfictionAn eventful past is shared between them, but they havent seen or heard from eachother in years. Why? What happened? Where did everything go wrong? Well, lets just say that both Heather and Kellin are as confused as you are right now. ~ COMPLETED ~
