Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)

...Drunk In Love

~ Heathers POV ~

I wake up, still on the couch, to my phone beeping at me. Ah yes, my alarm! Go fuck yourself. I grab it and turn it off as Alma is still sleeping, I unlock it and find a text from an unknown number!?!

Unknown Number: Hey, Im Justin, Im in a band with Kellin. Last night Kellin got really drunk to try and drink his pain away...I recorded some of the shit he did, here you go...

I add Justin Hills to my contacts, of course I know he is, the bass player of my favorite band! There are 3 videos that he sent after that message, I press down on the first one. Its Kellin, lying on his back, his eyes half open and a tired smile on his face, holy fuck he's drunk.
Justins voice can be heard "What are doing Kellin?"
"Imagining my babygirl on top of me. I want to make love to her. Now please. Mmmmmm." He sits up and sways slightly from side to side. "Pancakes! Can you smell pancakes? I can smell pancakes!"
Justin laughs "Who is your babygirl Kellin?"
Kellin rolls his eyes drunkly and scoffs "Heather, obviously! She's a fucking fox man, have you seen her!?! That ass, daaaaaamn! And those legs, fuck me! I would eat her out better than any guy ever could man. I would. I really would." I blush a violent shade of red at his words.
Justin is pissing himself laughing "And Kellin, what would you say if Heather was watching from this phone right now?"
Kellin turns to the camera and smirks "Hey babygirl, I can make your scream more than I did in King For A Day." Both Justin and I burst out laughing, then that video ends. I press the next video, to see Kellin crawling around the pub floor on his hands and knees, looking under tables and chairs.
"What the fuck are you doing now!?!" Justin asks him.
"Im searching for my babygirl, obviously! You told me the woman of my dreams could be here tonight, so I am trying to find her! She is small, so she could be hiding under any of these chairs or tables! Mmmmmmmmmy babyyyyyyyyy where are youuuuuuuuuuu!?!" Kellin asks as he presses his face to the floor, I giggle at his adorable drunk behavior. Kellin lifts himself up and turns to Justin, sitting down and crossing his legs on the floor, he grins up at the camera. "Where are you hiding her Justin!?! Where is my babygirl!?!"
Justin laughs awkwardly "Kellin...I dont think she's here tonight, sorry man..."
Kellins smile falls and I see tears in his eyes "M-My baby!?!"
"She's not here Kellin, Im sorry." Justin replies softly.
"Th-Then where is she!?! We have to go to her! R-Right now!" Kellin decides.
"You have no idea where she is dude, if you knew I would take you right to her!" Justin explains.
Kellin sniffles and looks down at the floor "S-So there's no way for me to s-see my babygirl?" That video ends, my heart is breaking. I press the last video, and see Kellin curled up on the floor of the pub, sobbing into the carpet.
"Kellin, why are you crying?" Justin asks quietly.
"I-I just want my baby back! I j-just w-want to hold her! I just want to k-kiss her and tell her I-I love her! I-I want to hold her and never let her go! I n-need her! I fucking need her! I-I would do a-anything to be with her again! I l-love Heather so much, wh-why cant she see that!?! Wh-Why doesnt my baby love me anymore!?! D-Did I do something wrong!?! I-Im the problem! I-Im the reason we arent t-together anymore! Sh-She is better off without me, b-but I want her to stay, b-because I cannot survive without her! P-Please Justin, take me to her! Please! P-Please!" Kellins voice breaks at the end of his speech and he bursts into tears again. My heart is shattering into millions and millions of pieces, tears are rolling down my cheeks.
"Kellin, she's watching this right now, talk to her." Justin says.
Kellin lifts himself up and stares at the camera, straight at me. "B-Baby? H-Heather? C-Can you see me!?! L-Listen, p-please, j-just take me back! I-Im sorry for causing you so much pain and m-making you cry, I-Im so sorry! I-I know Im drunk and you think that n-none of this is true, b-but it is! Ask a-any of the guys, they've all walked in on me crying because I miss you, e-even when Im sober! I l-love you, p-please believe me! I need you! P-Please, j-just let me hold you!" His face crumbles and he falls to the floor again, sobbing into the carpet. Im shaking feverishly. Tears are rolling down my cheeks. I text Justin, knowing he'll show Kellin whatever I say.

Me: Kellin, I love you too, I miss you more than you can ever know. You did nothing wrong, none of this was your fault, it was me, Im the problem, not you. If I could take you back, I would. If I could be with you, I would. If you were here to hold me, I would let you, because I need you too.