Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)

Long Time No See...

~ Kellins POV ~

Justin and I make our way down the street. I see Kerrang! magazine sitting in the window of a store, so I stroll inside and buy it, obviously.
"Why did you buy that!?!" Justin asks.
I roll my eyes "Because its KERRANG!"
Justin raises an eyebrow "I thought you were desperate to see your babygirl!?!"
I stare down at the floor "I am..."
"I know that look, you're scared, arent you?" Justin guesses.
I shrug "Maybe a little."
Justin slings an arm round my shoulders "Dont be man, if you cant see that she's still in love with you, everyone else on the planet can, so dont worry about it!"
I sniffle "B-But what if...what if she doesnt need me as much as I need her? Wh-What if she doesnt want me?"
Justin shakes his head "Dont be stupid Kellin, she obviously does! C'mon, lets go, I'll prove you wrong, and so will she!"
I sigh and smile at him "Alright, I guess we'd better go."
Justin nods and his arm leaves my shoulder "Lets do this shit!" We basically run to the park and I hear her angelic voice singing along to songs that Hannah is playing from her phone. I stand in the football pitch and just watch her. The way she smiles as she sings. The way she runs a hand through her hair. It takes me some time to come to terms with the fact that she is in front of me. It would take me less than 30 seconds to reach her, but I have to wait. Justin texts Hannah to let her know we're here, she stops playing music and tells Heather, who smiles, I knew she'd be getting impatient. Just as Hannah is about to move out of the way and let Heather see me, a car speeds into the parking lot. I raise an eyebrow as a man jumps out of the car, and my heart shatters as Heather runs towards him and hugs him. I should've known, she's moved on. Heather introduces him to Hannah and messes his hair up...I wish I was him, getting such attention from the woman I love.

I turn so that my back is to them, I cant bare to look at that scene anymore. My eyes fill with tears as I start to walk over to the gate of the park. Im about three steps further, when I hear a broken voice behind me.
"K-Kellin?" I close my eyes and treasure the thought of her saying my name again, the thought of her seeing me. I cant turn to face her, if I do I will break. I shake my head and continue walking, pushing myself further to leave this heartbreak behind me.
A hand slips into mine, fingers intertwine with mine and I feel goosebumps all over my arm from the contact. I stop walking.
"What about us? What about everything we've been through?" She sings beautifully, but I can hear from her voice that she is trying so hard not to cry.
I take a deep breath and turn to face her "And what about trust!?!"
I take in the sight of her. The love of my life. Suddenly the heartbreak and the endless pain of the past 11 years all seems worth it. I would go through it all again for another moment like this. Her gorgeous eyes staring into mine, the eyes that are a breathtaking mixture between blue and grey. Actually being here, with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen standing in front of me, her hand in mine.
"You know I never wanted to hurt you." She sings as she stares into my eyes, and I see that she isnt just talking about right now, she's talking about how things ended between us 11 years ago, and how I know now she never did it to hurt me, she did it to help me.
"And what about me?" I sing back to her, the tears I was holding in falling freely and rolling down my cheeks.
"What am I supposed to do!?!" She asks as she sings, her eyes searching mine for an answer. I can see how my tears are affecting her, the hurt in her eyes clear as day.
"I gotta leave but I-" I begin.
"-I missed you." Heather joins in and we sing those last three words at the same time. My eyes widen and more tears roll down my cheeks, she just admitted that she missed me too.
"Please Kellin, Max is just a friend that I havent seen in years, wh-what just happened was not what you think, I-I was just surprised, I thought HE was Hannahs surprise for me, so I was more excited than usual, p-please, Im so sorry!" Heather is trying to hold her tears back, but when my hand cups her cheek, the tears break free. The feeling of her cheek in my hand, her face pressed against my hand, I have missed it so much.
"Baby, Im right here." She whispers, and suddenly its difficult to breathe. My legs begin to shake, and I feel weak at the knees, I fall to the floor and burst into tears.