~ Heathers POV~
I gasp and fall down to my knees in front of the broken Kellin. He cries hysterically into his hands, he's struggling to breathe. My heart shatters as I watch him. I can see now just how long he has been holding these tears in. I do the only thing I know how to do: I try to help. I lean forward and take his hand away from his face, I caress his damp cheek with my finger tips, they are instantly soaked in his tears.
"Kellin, look at me, please." I whisper hoarsely, trying not to cry again.
Kellin looks up from the grass below him, and I see everything. I see the impossible oceans in his eyes, the waves crashing within them and splashing over the edges, the droplets then rolling down his cheeks. I see the pain behind his eyes, the loss, the confusion, but I also see something else, behind all of the pain, there is the look he used to have whenever he would see me: adoration. I place my hands on each side of his face and force him to stare into my eyes, not that he needed persuading. We stare into each others eyes, just relishing the moments in which we are reunited.
"Y-You're just so...so beautiful." Kellin whispers, his voice breaking from his tears.
I blush and stare down at my legs, covering my face with my hair "Thank you Kels, and might I say you have only gotten more god-like as the years have passed."
Kellin gasps "Y-You called me 'Kels'...i-it's been s-so long..."
I look up and rest my forehead against his "This brings back memories, doesnt it?"
He nods and smiles "It really does."
"Please dont cry anymore Kels, it kills me, and not in a good way!" I wink at him.
His jaw drops "W-Was that a reference to the way I used to kill you in a good way when we were together o-or a reference to a song I-I wrote with the b-band?"
I giggle "Both!"
Kellin laughs slightly before staring down at the grass between our knees "I-I was wondering something..."
I raise an eyebrow "What were you wondering?"
"I-I was w-wondering if I could p-possibly...hold you...b-because I-I've been wanting a-and needing to f-for the past 11 years..." Kellin explains awkwardly.
I blush and smile widely "Of course you can!" We both stand up and I instantly wrap my arms around Kellins middle, his arms wrapping around me tightly and holding me against his chest. I smile into his shirt and close my eyes. Just the feeling of his arms around me, the feeling of him being here to see me, getting on a flight to another country just for me...it's made me speechless.
Kellin starts to absentmindedly play with my hair, like he did 11 years ago. He hasnt changed in that regard, or in his cheesiness, it would seem. He's also hot as fuck ok send help nobody gave me time to prepare for this fuck me.
"I know what you did for me, what you sacrificed, and I know how much it hurt you, Im so, so sorry, for everything. I'll never let you out of my sight again. I'll never hurt you, or let you down, or push you away, or let you push me away...I'll be here for you now, always, with an open arms, whenever you need me." Kellin says softly.
I smile and turn to kiss his chest lightly through his shirt "I'll always need you Kels, always." I pull away from him slightly to read his face, his smile is so beautiful, so perfect, I cant help but smile back at him. I suddenly remember something and turn back to the car park, seeing Hannah standing there with Max and Justin, and she's live streaming me and Kellin.
Kellins arms snake around my waist from behind, he rests his head on my shoulder "Whats wrong?"
I sigh and smile "Nothing, Hannah is just live streaming this whole thing. Its not like she can hear us or anything, but I know there will be hundreds of fangirl deaths related to this."
Kellin laughs "Howcome?"
"Hellin is a very popular ship since you started saying it was real. Fangirls and fanboys across the world are watching us finally reunite, its a beautiful moment for them." I explain.
Kellin nods "Its a beautiful moment for me too."
"Same here." I reply.
"I missed you so much, in so many ways, its indescribable." Kellin whispers in my ear.
I giggle and nod "So I saw!"
Kellin shakes his head and buries his face in my hair, completely embarrassed by my reference to the videos Justin sent me "Oh my god, I cant believe Justin sent those to you! Fuck sake!" Ok he sounds really hot when he swears damn wow fuck me this is 10/10.
"Im glad he did, they were absolutely adorable, and the first one was incredibly arousing!" I smile flirtatiously.
Kellins face is removed from my hair "You were into it!?!"
I roll my eyes "Duh! Its you! Of course I was into it!"
Kellin laughs slightly and shakes his head "Well, at least you werent scared by it!"
I turn around in his arms "Naw, I could never be scared by you!" I free myself from his arms and start to walk over to Hannah, Kellins eyes widen and he runs to catch up with me, before grabbing my hand, intertwining his fingers with mine. I turn and smile at him, squeezing his hand, before turning back to my wifoo. Is Kellin nervous to meet the only woman with the power to split us up forever? I honestly dont know why, wifoo is 10/10.
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Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)
FanfictionAn eventful past is shared between them, but they havent seen or heard from eachother in years. Why? What happened? Where did everything go wrong? Well, lets just say that both Heather and Kellin are as confused as you are right now. ~ COMPLETED ~