Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)

Desperate Love...

~ Kellins POV ~

I want to kiss her again. I want to hold her up against that tree over there and kiss her so hard that she admits her feelings for me. If she even has feelings for me. I want her. I just want her. I need her. I need to be able to call her mine. The ache for her is getting stronger, even as she holds my hand and forces me to run with her.

Heather lets go of my hand and sits down on a swing, gently kicking herself off the ground. I flop down onto the swing beside hers, feeling lost and alone without her hand in mine, without having the pleasure to call her my girlfriend. It feels like, unless she is touching me in some way, or unless she is mine, I cannot feel complete. I need her so fucking bad.

Heather turns and raises an eyebrow at me "Are you ok?"
I shake my head and stare down at the grass.
Heather instantly stops swinging and stands up. She moves so she is directly in front of me. "What's wrong Kels?"
I love it when she calls me that. I love when she says my name in general, but to hear her call me by the nickname she always used to give me...I cant explain how happy it makes me.
I sniffle "I miss you..."
Heather crouches down in front of me so that I can see her smile. "But Kels, Im right here, you dont have to miss me anymore."
"I-I just...never want to let you go." I explain in a hoarse whisper.
"Do you feel like a piece of you is missing because we are no longer touching too!?!" She asks, sounding beyond shocked.
I nod "It's more than a piece of me, it's like all of me is gone, the better half of me at least."
Heather stands up "Kellin, look at me."
"I-If I look at you I wont be able to think straight, b-because you're so beautiful..." I respond.
"What if I said that if you look at me you can kiss me again...?" She offers playfully.
In less than a second my head has snapped up to look at her "R-Really!?!"
Heather nods and giggles, the sound is music to my ears. She reaches for me and grabs my hands, she pulls me up and Im able to smile again, because her hands are holding mine. With our gazes locked, she leads me over to a tree, and only stops when she is leaning against it. She releases my hands and runs her fingers through my hair, as her other hand caresses my cheek. I close my eyes and nuzzle into her hand, holding it against my cheek with my own. I hear her adorable giggle and open my eyes slowly, seeing her smiling up at me with pink cheeks and bright eyes. I almost melt at how beautiful she is.
"Kellin?" I catch my breath as she whispers my name, Im still not used to this.
"Yeah?" I whisper back at the same volume.
"Can I ask a favour of you?" She wonders nervously. Of course she can! I would do anything and everything for  her!
"Yeah, sure, what is it?" I question curiously.
The words that leave her lips now send me into a state of shock "Can you kiss me and show me just how much you've missed me?"
Rather than responding verbally, I wrap my arms around her waist, pull her body into mine and force her up against the tree behind her. I kiss her passionately, not holding back as I did before. I set myself free and show her, through my kiss, how much I've missed her, how much I've craved her and how much I've needed her. Heathers legs tremble beneath her, and she's about to fall, but I hold her waist protectively, keeping her up. She grips my hair as her lips move in sync with mine. This kiss is everything. It's all I've dreamed about for the past 11 years. It's all I ever wanted since the day I met her. Her touch, her kiss, her love, I feel all of them in this moment, and it is absolutely perfect. Heather breaks away to catch her breath, before returning her lips to my own and showing me the same things that I showed her. A soft moan escapes me, I cant hold it in, this moment is too pleasurable, too perfect. I feel a burning desire within me, the desire to take her back to her hotel room, strip her down to whatever she's comfortable in me seeing, and kiss every inch of her skin that I can reach. I want to make her as happy as humanly possible.

We pull away from one another and rest our foreheads together. I kiss her repeatedly, relishing the taste of her, wanting to feel her lips against mine, feeling absence of her lips on mine as soon as they are no longer there.
"Kellin..." Heather breathes my name out, a soft smile appearing on her face.
"Heather, oh god Heather, kiss me again, please!" I dont even care about how desperate I sound, I want her, and she deserves to know how much I need her. "Please, kiss me, I'll do anything!" I've gone 11 years without her kisses, I need to make up for those lonely years, because I have been reminded about how much I've really been missing.
"You dont have to tell me twice!" Heather grins before pulling my lips back to hers, I moan at the pleasure brought by her lips making contact with mine again.

I've fallen for her, head over heels, there's no turning back, Im obsessed. Im possessed by her and everything she is. Im obsessed with the feeling of her, the pleasure she brings me. I've fallen down a never ending, pleasure filled rabbit hole, and there's no way for me to escape. If there had been, I would've blocked it up in seconds. There's no way I can love anyone but her.