Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)

See You Soon...

~ Kellins POV ~

Im covering up my fears and sadness with smiles and laughter. I dont want to leave. I want to stay here, with her, where I can hold her, where I can see her smile, where I can make her happy. I hate this. I just want to be with her, I want her by my side through everything, for the rest of my life. I dont want us to be apart anymore. We've been apart for long enough, and I remember those years of sadness well, Im terrified of those feelings returning. I need her, so much more than she'll understand. I cant stand the thought of leaving her. I wish she could come back with me. I wish she could just stay with me forever, in my arms.

I bury my face in her hair as she hugs me, her arms around my neck and tears filling our eyes as we stand in the airport together, seconds from being separated.
"Be strong for me Kels, we can do this, just a couple of days, then we can be together again, I promise." Heather whispers hoarsely.
I pull away from her slightly, just enough to see her face. "Smile for me baby, please, one more time before I go."
She shakes her head as tears roll down her cheeks "I cant!"
I kiss her nose "Yeah you can. I love you."
Her cheeks turn a gorgeous shade of pink, and her breathtaking smile returns to her face as she giggles. I sigh deeply and just stare at her, taking in her beauty, knowing how much I will miss seeing her this way, so close to me.
"I love you too." My babygirl whispers back to me, causing a smile to appear on my face too, one that I didnt realize COULD appear in such a sad situation. The affect she has on me.
"Sorry man, but we gotta go, I stalled the plane for as long as I could...we really gotta go now man." Justin breaks the news to us sadly. I nod, unable to tear my gaze away from my angel.
Heather pulls her phone out in a flash "Quickly, as many selfies as possible, go!" She announces excitedly, before she starts snapping pictures, I laugh at her unexpected idea, and she captures my laugh, which causes me to scowl at her, she gets that in a picture too, then I join in with her. I kiss different parts of her face every second, and every second she takes another picture. Then she starts to kiss me, hold my hands, run her fingers through my hair, caress my cheeks, taking pictures as she goes. I hold her close to me and rub my nose against hers in a cute eskimo kiss, we both smile, my baby giggles adorably and takes several pictures of that, too.
Then she pulls away. "Perfect, Im going to cry over these later!"
I laugh slightly "Send them all to me, I'll cry over them later too!"
The most beautiful girl in the world giggles "Alright, I will, but no tears on your end." She warns.
I smirk "I cant promise anything!"
My world giggles "Call me?"
"Everyday." I reply instantly, making an unspoken promise.
"Text me?" She requests.
"Every second." I respond, making another promise.
"Skype me?" My baby wants just as much contact with me as I do with her, thank god.
"Every night." I wiggle my eyebrows and smirk at her creepily, causing her to laugh.
She grabs my jacket and pulls me toward her, our faces mere inches apart "My idiot." Heather whispers.
"My babygirl." I whisper back as I wrap my arms around her waist, and then all I can feel, all I can think about, all I can possibly care about, is us. This kiss. Our impossible, yet perfect, bond. How much I need this girl.
"C'mon man, we really gotta go!" Justin rushes us and causes us to break apart.
I kiss her one final time "I'll see you soon baby, I promise."
She smiles "Not if I see you first."
I laugh slightly as I turn away from her, walking with Justin toward the exit, toward the plane, away from my everything. My phone vibrates in my pocket, I raise an eyebrow as I pull it out. My baby texted me!

Heather: I miss you so much already...You have no idea how much I wish you could stay. I love you. 😭❤️

I shake my head as I feel my heart, that suddenly resembles the fragility of glass, crack inside my chest. I turn back to her, and it shatters completely. She's fallen to her knees, and is crying hysterically into her hands, Hannahs arm around her as she tries to comfort her. In an instant, Im with her again, my arms around her. I grab her hands, pull her to her feet, and kiss her softly.
"I'll be with you again soon baby, but for now you have to stay strong for me, ok? If you miss me, Im just a phone call away, remember that. I love you, and I'll see you soon."
Heather sniffles and rubs her eyes in a way that has my broken heart melting "O-Ok...I-I'll try. I love you too Kels." She leans up to kiss me, and I dont push her away, even though my plane could be taking off right now, I cant deny her the one thing that can comfort her now.
"THE PLANE! C'MON DUDE!" Justin shouts.
My lips leave hers, and I turn to run back to Justin. I dont turn back. I cant turn back. If I do, her expression alone will force me to stay. I cant. I have to keep moving forward. In the words of Agore from Undertale: "Keep going! You have to stay determined!"