~ Kellins POV ~
I barely slept last night. I've been worrying my ass off about Heather. Did I do something wrong last night? Was calling her "baby" a step too far? I just need to know she's ok, or if she isnt, WHY she isnt! I wake up after having about an hours sleep, and instantly check my phone. No text from her, but she posted on instagram at around 3am. So she was still awake at 3am and didnt text me back or read my other texts!?! That hurts. I go to instagram to see what she posted. Oh, so she planned a meet and greet for today. She did this deliberately, to avoid me. She isnt using her fans or anything though, she's just occupying herself with anything else so that she doesnt have to think about me. I remember when she used to do this when she felt down and didnt want to make me feel bad.
I pull myself up and out of bed, walking tiredly to the shower. I take off all my clothes and step inside, unable to focus on the sensation of water droplets bouncing off my skin, that sensation used to relax me, but not today, because all I can think about is Her. I miss her like crazy. She has no idea how much this hurts. If I had any tears left after the amount I cried last night when she didnt text back, I would probably be crying in the shower.
After getting myself dressed and all that shit, I make myself some breakfast and just laze around the hotel room Justin is sharing with me while we're here. I sigh and turn on the tv, flicking through all the channels, unable to decide what to watch. I stop scrolling and smile widely, Doctor Who is on! Fuck yeah! As soon as I hear the opening theme, my thoughts venture back to Heather, and how she'd fangirl like crazy over this. I shake my head and try to concentrate on the show, desperate to forget the pain Im in.
Considering my legs are both numb I've been sitting down for so long, I'd guess I'd been watching Doctor Who for about 5 hours now. Thats just a hunch, though. I hear the rain outside and smile slightly, I've always sort of loved the rain, and it rains a fuck tonne over here in England. The room is suddenly bright with a flash of lightning outside, and I jump to my feet. Then I hear it, the crash of thunder. I check the time, Heather is at her meet and greet right now, oh fuck, she has nobody with her! No, no, no! I grab my car keys and pull on a leather jacket as I practically fly out of the hotel room, down the stairs, out the doors and into my car. I dont give a fuck what she's done or what she's trying to do to hurt me, I know she needs me right now, because she may have changed in some ways, but her fear of loud, unexpected noises, especially thunder, definitely hasnt changed.
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Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)
FanfictionAn eventful past is shared between them, but they havent seen or heard from eachother in years. Why? What happened? Where did everything go wrong? Well, lets just say that both Heather and Kellin are as confused as you are right now. ~ COMPLETED ~
