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Sometimes all you got is yourself. No matter how much you cry or plead for help no one will come and rescue you, sometimes when you commit mistakes it is were they define you. Forgotten all the good deeds you have made while your mistakes are remembered.
The false definition of you stays. It becomes a reminder and a forced perspective, you became that yourself.
And if ever you would come to a point that you wanted to be you again it would be hard. You have become so much of a negative person that you are right now. You can't turn back. There is no turning back...
After all the effort you've put on it isn't enough, you need to strive more to be appreciated.
