Dear You #Wattys2016

Thirteenth Letter

13th Letter:

Dear You,

Remember the days that we were so in love? That we were both quite caught up in our love bubble? Remember the days when we were so sweet, when you were so sweet?

I bet di mo na maalala

I bet dami mo ng di maalala because you chose to forget them Raf

You chose to forget how you loved me

You chose to forget that you love me

But me? I still remember all those days Raf, I still pretty picture the days that it hurts so much trying to forget all of those

But I have to, I have to give you back the memories you've chose to forget

I remember the first time you called me "baliw"

Walanghiya ka talaga kahit kelan, tinawag mo ba naman akong baliw?

And syempre di ako nagpapatalo and so I called you "kumag"

I was your "baliw" and you were my "kumag"

Others might laugh at us but I find it sweet

Mas sweet pa siya kesa sa "babe" o "baby"

But then hearing you call me "baby" sents shiver through my spine Raf

You always make me feel that way whenever you call me "baby" at alam kong alam mo yun kase sinabi ko yun sayo sa isa sa mga letters ko

Whenever I got something to tell you but can't tell you personally, sinsasabe ko sa latter kase nahihiya ako

I was damn too in love with you nung mga panahon na yun Raf

You made me fall for you so deep na nahihirapan na akong maihaon ang sarili ko

I always call you my cutiepatootie kase ang cute cute mo especially when you are trying to be sweet after a big fight

Ganyan ka naman eh, lage mo akong dinadaan sa pampapasweet mo sa tuwing nagagalit ako sayo and I hate that I love it everytime you do that

It always work on me Raf

Nahuhupa agad ang galit ko sa oras na nagpapacute ka na naman or maybe because I loved you so much that it was easy for me to forgive you after all those things you've done to me

Pero bakit ang hirap para sayo na patawarin ako? Bakit pag ako ang nagkamali, kulang nalang kamuhian mo ako habang buhay

Maybe you didn't love me enough

Or maybe you didn't even love me

Pero those times Raf, I felt it

I felt how much you love me

Rafael John Madrigal:

Goodnight baby ko, cutiepatootie ko, cutiebabe ko, baby loves ko, mahal kong baliw at mahal na mahal kong amberloves :* Sleepwell baby, Sorry dahil medyo di tayo nagkausap maigi kase nakatulog ako at thank you sa pagpapakilig baby ko. Salamat talaga baby at sorry : I lovve you so mmuch my queen forevs.Mag iingat ka ha? :) Me loves you really. See you in my dreams babe

Sino bang hindi kikiligin dyan sa text mong kumag ka?

But then that didn't last forever

Hanggang sa di mo na ako tinatawag na "baliw", "timang", "cutiebabe", "cutiepatootie"

Di mo alam kung paano ako nasasaktan, yes it might be a little thing for you, tawagan lang naman yon eh

But for me Raf, that was one of the signs how we love each other

I always make sure to make you feel that I love you with all my heart

Bakit nga ba biglang nagbago ang lahat Raf? Hanggang ngayon di ko parin alam, hanggang ngayon di mo parin sinasabi sa akin

And I'm still the stupid girl who wants to know the reason inspite of everything

You know why?

Because for once in my life Rafael, I loved you

-Amber