Dear You #Wattys2016

Eleventh Letter

Sorry po talaga dahil ngayon lang ako naka pag update. Been so busy with my studies lately po. Sorry po talaga. Pero babawi po ako :) Enjoy!

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11th Letter

We had our days Raf. We had plenty of good memories. That day, that day was one of the happiest days in my life Raf

I could still picture that scene till today Raf at di ko parin mapigilang ngumiti at kiligin

June 18

That day, you finally popped the question

Before you told me, ang dami mo pang alam na pambitin

Rafael John Madrigal:

Babe, may sasabihin ako sayo pero mamaya nalang

Me:

Ano yun babe? Sabihin mo nalang ngayon, bakit mamaya pa?

Rafael John Madrigal:

Basta. Maya nalang

Me:

Ikaw babe ah, nacucurious na tuloy ako

And yes, it made me even nervous. Thoughts suddenly barged in my mind. Ano kaya ang sasabihin niya? Does he know something about my past? Did anyone tell him? Baka ayaw na niya? Oh ano ba talaga?

Ang dami kong naisip nun dahil sa pambibitin mo at pa mysterious mo pang way

I asked you for clues and you just told me it was something about me at mas lalo akong kinabahan

I was nervous and scared, buong akala ko nun mawawala ka na sa akin

That time, alam ko namang darating tayo sa puntong iyon, na matatapos tayo but that was still too fast, Isang buwan palang tayong ganito tapos matatapos na agad?

Yes Raf, I knew that it was just temporary, I know we were not forever pero somewhere between the lines, I hoped for us, I hoped for our own forever

Akala ko may alam ka about sa dark past ko. Yes Raf, I'll tell you, I have my dark past na gusto ko naring kalimutan

I am not proud of it, I don't regret it too kase alam kong may natutunan ako don but I don't want you to know it kase nga ayaw kong mawala ka

I know that when you get to know it, baka ayawan mo na ako

Madami akong pagkakamali ko sa buhay ko Rafael

I never thought that trusting you was one of it

Then you called me at 10 pm, wala tayong ibang ginawa kundi nag usap ng nag usap, minsan walang kwenta ang mga pinaguusapan natin

I remember that you asked me to sing you a song

And I did

I remember what I sang that night, it was "Sunday Morning"

I knew you were just stalling me para di kita matanong kung ano ba talaga ang sasabihin mo but then I remembered and so I asked you

Sinabi mo sa akin na mamayang 11:55 mo pa sasabihin, I started to complain, grabe ha, pinapakaba mo ako and then sasabihin mo pang mamayang 11:55 pa?

I started to panic, nanginginig na ako sa kaba pero di ko lang pinapahalata

Then we talked about something else, you asked me kung musta ba ang araw ko? Then I told you how my day went

Hanggang sa sumapit na ang 11:55 at sinabe mo na naman na mamayang 12 mo nalang sasabihin

Grabe ka talaga, pinapaghintay mo ako, mas lalo akong kinabahan nun