"She makes my heart, falling in love...AGAIN..!!!"

Chaptet LII "A decision"

Gerald's POV
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now my tiger is awake I decided to move her sa mas maayos na hospital at para mapatingnan ang naging sugat nya sa ulo.. I want to be assure na hindi masyado maapektuhan ang ilang parte sa kanyang katawan.. nang mailipat namin sya.. diniretso sya agad sa MRI Xray just to check her head..while checking Her I take A seat on a bench of the Hospital and reminiscing what I heard on their conversation together with Conan
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Flashback:
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When I done eating together with Mr.Mindara's family I decided to go to the doctor's office to fix all papers na kakailnganin sa paglipat ni Kim and after that dumiretso na ako sa warden ni Kim while I was walking I saw Innia holding her phone and I think may tatawagan sya so I called her..
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"Innia what are you doing here sino nagbabantay kay Kim sa loob..?" tanung ko while walking towards her..
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"oh' kuya andito ka na pala I supposed to call you right now pero dumating ka na..and don't worry nandun si Conan ..at naguusap sila ngayon sa mga oras na to.." she answered..
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"gising na si Kim.."I ask while we walking
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"yah..she'really awake.." she clarify.. Nang malapit na kami sa pinto I hold the doorknob and Twist It but.. I hear their conversation that so serious so inunat ko ang aking kaliwang kamay para hindi muna pumasok sa loob ang aking kapatid..na syang kinunot ng noo nito.. She supposed to speak but I put my Index finger on my lips just not they here that nasa pintuan kaming magkapagid..
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" Kim Hindi lang si Heilie ang babae sa mundong ito..'ok..?? Isipin mo ngayon kung paano ka magiging tunay na ok.. hindi puro si Heilie na lang ang laman ng utak mo at tinatawag ang pangalan nya .. you're always being paranoid to hear or reminiscing her.. we always worrying at you best because we concern and we love you.. so please best.. make your self better.. haah..? " Conan said.. Yah Si Heilie na naman.. Oo alam ko mahal na mahal nya ang babaeng yun pero sa tuwing inaalala nya ang babaeng yun napapahamak sya
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as a father Im worrying about my only daughter ayokong maulit na naman ang mga nakaraang buwan na ma depress .na naman sya ng matindi... na labis ko noong ikinabahala..I continue listen to their conversation.. na lahat narinig ko kung anu ang pinag usapan nila..then bigla silang tumahik so I open the door slowly then they see Us coming Inside the warden
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oh'Kim andito na si Tito gerald.. Baka sabihin mo inaaway kita aah..??" Conan said..
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And I close my eyes and make a decision kung anu ang dapat gawin na makakabuti para sa anak ko..
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And then I hear the door open.. I saw Kim peacefully asleep at the rolling stretcher..so I stand up just to talk to the doctor..
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"Doc ..how's Kim condition ..?I ask..
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"well Mr.Mckintyre..your Daughter is Fine..wala namang blood hemorage sa kanyang ulo
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"hay salamat naman at walang napinsala sa pamangkin ko.."Innia said..
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"but Mr.Mckintyre.. Since Kim has been accident especially her head hits hard..maybe next month or year your daughter will have severe pain in her head like migraine so Please if ever that she feel that Kind of pain you must be checking her to the doctor just to give her right medicine ok.." doctor said..
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"yes Doctor Javier I will "
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then Nilagay na Si Kim sa magandang warden ng hospital at nagsabi si Innia na magkakape muna sya kasama si Conan,at Hanna together with Doctor Javier at pumayag naman ako at ako muna ang magbabantay kay kim.. When I Open the door..I saw Kim's awake so I gave Her a great smile then I take a chair and sit beside her bed..
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"kumusta pakiramdam mo anak my kumikirot pa ba sayo ngayon" I ask then she slowly jolted my head..
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"no dad ..much better now..where's Conan and Aunt Inn" she asked..
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"they having a coffee together with hanna and Conan's mom" I answer..

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"Tiger...??" I Called
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"dad..?"
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"can you tell me what happen what is the reason of your accident?" I seriously asked..then I Saw her stunned when I asked that Question She bow her head and tears began to fall down. And her hand make a pist and
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"dad..'I saw Heilie...." she crackly said.. And I tweak my face hardly and wipe My palm hand downward..sinasabi ko na nga ba si Heilie na naman ang dahilan I took at deep breathe and look at her seriously..
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"and'then paano mo sya nakita....?"I ask..
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"she walking on the pedestrian lane dad..' when I see her pinaandar ko yung motor and then I did'nt notice na may truck pala na sasalubong sa akin"She explain And I close my eyes..dahil sa sinabi nya na gusto ko syang pagalitan dahil sa maling daan nya pinaandar yung motor..na naging dahilan ng pagkaka aksidente nya I take a deep hard breathe dahil ang bigat talaga ng pakiramdam ko sa kanya
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" hindi yung truck yung may kasalanan Kim Ikaw mali ka ng andar kaya ka na aksidente and because you see Heilie Ih bubuwis mo ang buhay mo...?My goodness Kim.." I hardly said.. then she continue sobbing
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"please anak huwag mo naman Ipahamak ang sarili mo nang dahil lang sa kanya..nagusap na tayo about dyan di ba..??" I said.. and she nod I stand up and hug her dahil hanggang ngayon ramdam ko na nahihirapan pa rin syang maka move on sa pagkamatay ng kanyang kasintahan and I wipe her tears with my fingertips..
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"dad..one more thing and I just want to say to you"she said
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"and what It is Kiddo..?" I ask
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"when Im awake I saw You together with Heilie at your back.. I saw her It was her Dad right..It was Heilie..??" when I hear what she said...I close my eyes madly... dahil pati ba naman ibang tao aakalain nyang si Heilie.. pinipigil ko ang galit ko dahil alam ko na mahina pa sya.. so I answer her softly just to temper my madness at her
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"Tiger that It's not Heilie..ok.." I answer
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"but I am sure dad that Its Heilie.. I saw her look at me..please tell me dad it's Heilie" pangungulit nya..I bow my head and stand up crumpled.my face using my hand Hindi ko na kayang pigilan ang galit ko sa mga sinasabi nya.. kaya..
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"dad...' if that not Heilie Please let me meet her just to assure na hindi talaga si Heilie yun'" pangungulit nya..
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"ENOUGH KIM...!!!! THAT IT'S NOT HEILIE..!!!!" I shout then she shock talagang hindi ko na mapigilan ang sobrang inis ko sa kanya samahan pa ng pangungulit niya..
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"You being so pathetic you know why..??!! You see Heilie a
Walking on the road ...???!!you see Heilie in other person....??!! and then what's next haah..??see her In our house...??!!kitchen..? Office...,?! garden..??!!"what the f*ck come in your mind..." I madly said.. And she cry..I come closer to her and hold her both shoulder..
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"Son..',Heilie Is already dead.. nakita mo sya bago namatay... Di ba..? Alam mo kung paano sya naghirap at wag mo syang lalong pahirapan kung nasaan man sya ngayon " I said.. At tuluy lang sya sa pagiyak..
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"dad..'Im sorry I pretend in front of you that Im really ok but in My heart.. Im still missing Heilie and I need Her I want to be with her..sorry dad.. Sorry.." she said while sobbing with tears..I look on the bed and slowly I remove my hand on her shoulder ..I look on the glass window..take a deep breathe.. Iba na talaga ang nangyayari sa anak ko at baka lalong lumalala pa ito .. Im still staring at the glass window and...
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"I make my..desiscion..Kim..."I said..I put my both hands on my back..and still I hear her sobbing..
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"we will migrate in USA for good..."I said...and look at her.. and I see her eyes widen when she hear my desiscion..