Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 10

Like I said, more updates from now on! So let's start right away with keeping that promise :3

I'll turn 16 years on sunday.. woop woop! *-* I'm excited ahaha <3

Song for this chapter is Snuff - Slipknot. It's one of my favorite songs by them c: And the picture on the side would be Vic Fuentes :33 Now have fun reading and enjoy the new chapter!!

Oliver's POV:

The doctors told me to wait outside. That was around an hour ago but to me it felt like an eternity. "Fuck, what takes them so long..", I muttered to myself while walking around to calm myself down a bit. I tried talking to some doctors but none of them would tell me a god forsaken word! All they said I could do was wait. But I couldn't wait anymore.

I needed to know that Cass would be safe. Because I seriously couldn't take it if she wasn't.

What if she'll wake up without any memory again? What if I lose her completely? Or worse: What if she won't even make it? And it was my fault, again. Everything I did always led to Cassie getting hurt. Everything. Always.

"There you fucking are!", I heard the familiar voice of Matt Nicholls behind me. As I turned around I saw him along with Hannah, Matt, Jordan, Lee and even Danny, Ben, Cameron, James, Sam, Josh, Dan, Max, Chris, Matt Barnes, Jeremy, Alex, Kevin, Neil and Joshua. To sum it up all the guys from my band, Asking Alexandria, You Me At Six and even A Day To Remember.

"How is she?", Josh asked. I let out a sigh, shaking my head. "No clue, I've been waiting for like forever but nobody tells me anything", I groaned while I ran my fingers through my hair. "Gosh, I'm so stupid. This is all my fault! If she won't make it, I..", I mumbled when Jordan interrupted me.

"Don't even think about that. She is going to make it", he immediately said. Hannah nodded. "She has to, or I'll kick her ass", she murmured, clearly anxious.

"Head up guys", Danny sighed, "Cass is a strong lady. Of course she'll make it, duh."

A young nurse came out of the room and all of us immediately turned around. She gave us a nervous look and who could blame her? There's around 20 guys here, most of them tall and tattooed. Ben Bruce was the first to speak up. "Is she alright?", he asked the nurse. The young woman nodded slowly.

"Yes, she just woke up", she answered quietly. "Can we see her?", Dan Flint asked. "Um.. there's only two people at once allowed and she asked for..", she started before looking at her clipboard. Me of fucking course, I just thought to myself.

"A Ben Bruce and Hannah", she said. Ben immediately walked up to the door. Hannah looked up to me, giving me an apologizing look before she gently patted my arm and followed Ben.

Fantastic. My girlfriend didn't even want to see me. At least she seemed to be alright and didn't seem to suffer lack of memories.

"I'll get some coffee", I muttered. "I'm coming with you", Josh said and we walked downstairs. I didn't say a single word. Why should I though? "At least she's fine", Josh murmured to break the silence. I just nodded. "Yeah", I muttered as we walked up to the vending machine.

"Hey, don't worry. This isn't your fault, it's nobody's", he sighed and I shrugged. "Yeah..", I just repeated as my phone suddenly rang. I quickly grabbed it, thinking it would be one of the guys who told me I should come see Cassie but it was only Vic.

I answered the call, bringing the mobile phone up to my ear. "Hello, Vic", I sighed. "Hello, Vic?! That's all? What the fuck happened, I heard Cassie is in hospital. Is she alright?", he replied startled.