Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 12

I'M 16 BITCHEZ. My birthday was on sunday, woop woop. Had an amazing day by the way <3 I hope you guys had an amazing day too and a great start to the new week. Sorry for the enthusiasm, I'm just in a good mood lately ahaha :33

About Alex Gaskarth's past: I don't really know too much about his childhood and everything. I guess nobody really does and that's completely fine. I wouldn't want all of the fans to know what happened too, if I were him. He probably told his best friends, his family should know too obviously but what I mean to say is: I don't really have the right to write about how Alex feels about his brother. I don't plan on doing, I couldn't because I don't want to imagine the pain he had to go and maybe still is going through. I just wanted you to know that I respect him for staying so strong and his decision to keep the details to himself.

Ugh, the chapters are so short lately ;w; I'm so sorry guys, I'll try to write more interesting things from now on!

Song for this chapter is Blessthefall - You Wear A Crown But You're No King. I really love their new album and especially this music video, it's awesome. Picture on the side a gif of Jack Barakat being adorable.

Cassandra's POV:

I woke up at around 9 in the morning before getting up. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my hair, too lazy to straighten it so I just put it in a lazy bun. After I finished everything in the bathroom, I walked up to my wardrobe, deciding to wear zebra patterned harem trousers along with a black and pink croptop. "Morning", I yawned as I walked to the living room part. The hotel we stayed at had an apartment with three bedrooms, two bathrooms, a kitchen and a living room. I actually thought I would be the latest to get up but apparently only Vic came out of the kitchen with a glass of water in his hand.

"Oh, good morning", he smiled at me and I nodded back at him. "Are the others still sleeping?", I asked and he shrugged. "Guess so. Well at least Mike is, I don't know about Tony and Jaime", he replied before sitting down on the couch.

While he shared a room with his brother and Jaime and Tony had to share one too, I got my own one. The perks of being the only girl on tour. Fuck yes.

"So you wanted to talk about something", Vic reminded me and made me jump slightly. "Oh, yeah.. about that", I muttered before I sat down next to him groaning. "Okay, sounds horrible already", he murmured while raising an eyebrow at me.

"It actually isn't. I mean.. I don't really know what to think of it", I replied shrugging and bit my lower lip. After a few seconds of silence Vic placed the glass on the table. "So.. what's up?", he asked.

"You see.. after the accident the nurse told me.. that uhh.. how do I say it", I stuttered, clearly uncomfortable and unsure about his reaction. "Is it about your health? Did something happen?", Vic asked immediately startled. "No! No.. maybe.. somehow I- ugh", I replied at once. I took a deep breath.

"I'm pregnant", I simply said without looking at him.

I could feel his surprised, maybe even shocked eyes on me. "You're what?", he asked confused and I let out a sigh. "I'm serious, Vic. I'm pregnant", I repeated and finally looked up to him only to see him wearing a wide smile on his face.

"But that's great, Cass! What are you so upset for? It's wonderful, you should be happy", he said as he pulled me into a quick hug. I wiggled myself free from his grip and shook my head. "You really think it's that easy?", I sighed.

"Actually, yes. I don't see where the problem is", Vic shrugged. "Well first of all, I have no idea how to tell Oli and I'm kind of nervous about how he will react", I started and he gave me a surprised look. "You haven't even told him?", he asked and I just shook my head.