Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 7

I'm terribly sorry I didn't upload earlier UGHH I don't even know anymore, today was confusing haha

Meeeh, have some Blessthefall - Hey Baby Here's The Song You Wanted and an adorable gif of Oli on the side HE'S SO PRECIOUS IDEK <3

As you may have noticed I uploaded the first two chapters of my new Vic Fuentes fanfic! If you're interessted in reading it, please do so and tell me what you think!

That about that, now have fun reading this chapter. Sorry that it's kind of short ;w; Don't forget to vote/comment :33

Cassandra's POV:

After leaving BMTH's bus, I went back to the You Me At Six bus. "Hey, how was hanging with AA?", Josh asked me with a genuine. But once he noticed my rather sad expression his smile faded. "What happened?", he asked confused. I shook my head and let out a small sigh. "Nothing", I muttered kicking off my shoes. "It's about Oli right?", he sighed. "What did he do this time?" I rolled my eyes at that question.

"He drank almost two bottles of Jack Daniel's, crying around and stuff", I replied shrugging. I ran my fingers through my hair sighing again. "He.. I just- ugh! He destroys himself completely just because of me. I feel so bad for him", I groaned falling down on the sofa. "None of this is your fault, you know? You didn't tell him to cheat on you or get wasted, did you?", Josh shrugged. "No. But still.. He begs for forgiveness and I'm just too stubborn. I mean, I do want to forgive him. I really miss him and.. I don't know, I'm just scared", I admitted finally.

"Scared of what? Oli loves you, you love him. You miss him, he misses you. I don't really see the problem, Cass. Yes, he made a mistake, a fucking huge one too. But he's sorry, he can't turn time back. All he can do is apologize, try to make it up and beg for a second chance but if you keep rejecting him, nothing will change", Josh said.

I nodded. "You're right. I thought I needed some time on my own... I'll talk to him tomorrow", I sighed getting up from the sofa again. "Thank you, Josh", I smiled at him before walking off to the bathroom. I changed into usual sleeping clothes, sleeping boxers and Oli's oversized shirt. Once I was done brushing my teeth, I walked to my bunk. I closed the curtain when suddenly my phone vibrated.

From: Ben

Already asleep? We're performing at  10, mainstage. I'll see you backstage at 9, right? Nice dreams. If you're dreaming about me, they'll definitely be ;)

Since I didn't have anything to do tomorrow anyways, I figured it wouldn't be a bad idea. I typed in my reply.

To: Ben

Nah, almost ~ Of course, see you there! And, ha ha. You wish! :P

I sent the text message and lied down properly, eventually drifting off to sleep.

My sleep was interrupted though by a sound on the door. I let out a groan as I checked the time. 7:39?! Who the hell?! I got up from my bunk when I saw Josh getting up too. "What was that?", I asked with a sleepy voice. There it was again. Someone knocked on the door. "I'll go get it", Josh sighed.

But after getting up once, I wouldn't fall asleep too soon anymore. So I figured it was no use trying. I went to the kitchen and got myself a glass of water. "Do you know what time it is? You- hey, wait", I heard Josh. I put the glass down on the table and walked out of the kitchen. "Josh, who is-?", I asked but stopped in the mittle of the sentence. "Hey, Oli...", I murmured once I saw Oliver pushing past Josh and walking up to me. "Uuh.. what is it? I mean it's not even 8 in the morning, so why are you he-", I wanted to ask him but I didn't get to finish my sentence.