Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 9

ALRIGHT I'M BAAAAACK I was at SummerBreeze last week and I met We Came As Romans and Architects on a Meet & Greet and HNNNGH I'm just so happy ahaha <3

So sorry for not updating anything, I was just really busy you see >.< But I'm back, yayz. I'll try to update more from now on :3 Have fun with this chapter! Sorry it's short q_q

Song this time is Lullabies - All Time Low. One of my all time favorite songs by them. AND sad song again... can't possibly provide anything good right? ahaha sorry for all this depressing moods ;w; Picture on the side is Matt N and Oli being adorable <3

Cassandra's POV:

After I arrived at AA's party, I greeted the guys from YMAS and Asking with a hug. I also met the guys from A Day To Remember and got introduced to each of them. It still was so surreal to actually be able to make friends with basically my heroes and lifesaviours! Little fangirl showing again, huh?

We got ourselves some drinks and started chatting about random things. We played stupid partygames and just had fun. After some time I checked the clock and it was already 10! How time passes. Just a few seconds after Matt N, Matt K, Lee, Jordan, Oliver and even Hannah arrived. A huge smile spreaded on my lips as I basically jumped towards them.

"Someone missed us, huh?", Oliver laughed before I pulled him into a kiss. "Pfft, of course not. I'm just a bit tipsy", I joked with a cheeky grin. I pulled the other ones into a hug too. I walked up to Hannah and almost squeezed her to death before grinning at her. "Feeling better?", I asked and she nodded. "Well you almost killed me just now but besides that", she chuckled.

We walked back to the others and everyone greeted each other. "So you really aren't fighting anymore?", Hannah asked and I laughed softly as I nodded. "We both made mistakes and I guess we just have to see past what happened and go on", I replied with a shrug. "I'm glad you made things up. I couldn't stand you two lovebirds fighting any longer", Hannah sighed.

"Kind of ridiculous though, don't you think?", Ben muttered.

"What do you mean?", I asked him as I raised an eyebrow.

"I mean it's crazy that you could actually forgive him after he fucking cheated on you with a random bitch", he spat.

James slightly punched Ben's arm to shut him up. "What?! It's true!", he groaned back.

"You told them?", Oli asked raising an eyebrow at me. I bit my lower lip and looked up at him not really knowing what I should respond. "Some fan was also asking me about our fight. Jesus Crhist, Cass. That's none of anyone's fucking business", he snapped.

"What are you so mad for? They didn't even tell anyone! And I only told that fan that things weren't talked through yet, nothing more", I groaned back a bit annoyed.

"Still, that was a thing between us", Oliver replied clearly struggling to stay calm.

"Oh yeah? Well, of course. It's not like everyone saw you kissing Hannah on stage. Or everyone seeing you walking out of the restroom with that whore", I spat back, obviously pissed by now. I noticed him jump slightly. "Let's not fight again, Cassie", he mumbled.

I was beyond angry now. "You're the one who started this!", I almost yelled at him.

"Cass, please. I don't want to fight again, let's just -", he tried to say but I cut him off. I didn't even care anymore.

"Everything I do is wrong in your eyes! It's always my fault. You're sick of us fighting? Guess what, me too", I hissed before turning around. I ignored his and the other's attempts to stop me and just left.

"Cass, wait!", Oliver called after me but I didn't want to. I didn't want to talk to him, I wanted to be alone. "Leave me alone", I spat back at him, picking up the pace. I looked over my shoulder to see him still chasing after me. "Fuck, watch out!", he suddenly shouted.

I turned around again but it was too late. I heard a loud sound as I was hit by a car. Pain pierced through every part of my body. My head was worst as it hit the street. I tried to scream out the pain but I couldn't even say a damn word. I couldn't even move for any of that matter.

"Oh my god", I heard a woman say as she stepped out of the car. "Are you alright?", she asked me as she kneeled next to me. Oliver ran up to me too and kneeled next to me as well. The woman pulled out her mobile phone, probably to call an ambulence but I didn't catch that part anymore as sudden blackness followed.

Oliver's POV:

Oh hell no, there's no way I'm letting her leave again like nothing. She won't rush away this time. I couldn't take another fight with her anymore.

"Cass, wait!", I called after her as I followed her. But she didn't listen to me and only started running. "Leave me alone!", she snapped back. Hell I will! I started running too so I would catch up with her. When she just crossed the street, she turned her head around.

I saw a car approaching. "Fuck, watch out!", I shouted and tried to run even faster but it was too late. Everything went so quick, I couldn't even do a damn thing. The car hit Cassie and stopped immediately a few seconds after.

Cassandra's fragile figure fell to the ground. "Oh my god", the woman squealed while she hopped out of the car. "Are you alright?!", she asked concerned and tried to help Cassie. I was so in shock, I couldn't move for a second. This couldn't be happening.

I had a fucking déja-vu. We already had this. Last time she lost her memory, what if she would again? What if it was even worse and she wouldn't make it?! When I snapped out of it, I quickly ran up to them. Cassie had her eyes open just a bit. I kneeled down to her, grabbing her hand.

The woman grabbed her phone and dialed 991. "Cassie. Hey, stay with me. Can you hear me? Listen to me for fuck's sake!", I whined. squeezing her hand but she already had her eyes closed as she lost consciousness. "No, no, no. Don't do this to me. Not again", I cried out, shaking her carefully.

The woman called an ambulance before she hung up. She kneeled down next to me again. She checked Cassie's pulse and breathing. "I think she's alright.. God, I'm so sorry. I should've payed attention, I-", she murmured anxious. "It's not your fault", I muttered. "It's mine."

The police and an ambulance came within a matter of minutes as they carried Cassandra into the car. The policemen asked their questions quickly so I was able to hop into the ambulance too. By now the guys noticed what happened too as everyone came outside and looked at the scenery in shock. "Shit what happened?!", Josh asked.

The policemen held them back though. I told them I'd explain everything later and Nicholls said they'd drive after us before the ambulance drove off.