Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 4

It's me again, yayz, time to annoy you muahaha. No I'm just kidding, you love my updates, right? YOU BETTER! *sassy mode* Okay, I'm really weird... sorry v_v

Song for this chapter is Crash - You Me At Six. Kind of sad songs lately, right? I'm sorry for such a depressing mood .w. And the picture on the side is Cassie's outfit!

However, have fun with this chapter c: Thank you for your feedback please keep voting and commenting, I appreciate it very much! <3

Cassandra's POV:

Two days ago the whole thing happened. Yesterday I've been avoiding Oli completely. I only got to their performance, because You Me At Six was performing right after him. When BMTH left the stage, I talked to everyone but Oliver.

*FLASHBACK*

"Where are you staying now though? At Pierce The Veil's?", Matt N asked but I shook my head. "They didn't have any bunks left. I'm with You Me At Six", I replied shrugging. As I glanced over to Oli out of the corner of my eye, I saw him cringe slightly. He clenched his fists and was even slightly trembling but didn't say anything to it. Instead he was pretending to be deep into his conversation with Vic.

But I was fully aware that he heard me.

You Me At Six went on stage and the crowd cheered. The guys from BMTH left and went to some meet & greet session. "You really staying at Josh's?", Vic sighed and I let out a groan. "What's with everyone asking me about that? Where else was I supposed to go?", I hissed annoyed.

"Easy. You could've just stayed at Horizon's", Vic simply said. "Fuck that. I'm not enduring this douchebag's face any longer", I muttered. "Well, you didn't really break up right? I mean, you have to settle this some day", Vic mentioned and I rolled my eyes.

"He didn't even say sorry. I mean as if it wasn't enough that he was kissing Hannah in front of all those fans, he fucking told me if he wasn't allowed to act jealous about Josh, then I shouldn't act all childish about what happened too. Can you believe that?! He acts like I've cheated on him for god's sake. I didn't do anything wrong, this isn't my fault", I groaned.

"Cass, I know you didn't cheat on him, I know you haven't been flirting on Josh. I do understand you but staying at YMAS' bus in that situation? Do you really think that makes everything better?"

"Like I said, I'm not going to talk to him unless he apologizes first", I replied short. "Don't act like a bitch, seriously", Vic sighed. "I'm not. He is!", I snapped back.

"Vic, please. Let's not discuss this. I do not want to talk about this now, okay?", I added with a sigh and he simply nodded.

*FLASHBACK END*

"Cass! Are you ready?", I heard Josh call out. "Yeah, just a sec!", I replied looking into the mirror for the last time. I put on the last bracelet to cover some of the old faded scars and fixed my hair for the last time. I did a sidebraid, ending it in a messy bun. Since it was warm outside, I decided to wear a summerdress from Drop Dead, finishing the outfit with my floral creepers.

I got out of the bathroom and smiled at Josh. "Can we go?", I asked him and he nodded. "You look beautiful by the way", he winked and I playfully hit his arm. "Thanks, idiot", I smiled at him before we left the tourbus.

Since today was the last day for Pierce The Veil to be on this festival, we all decided to celebrate a little party. The other guys from YMAS were already gone while Josh decided to wait for me. You see, yesterday was a hard day for me. I was basically crying my eyes out the whole night not getting any sleep until 6 in the morning