Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 14

Sorry to keep you guys waiting again /. \ Ugh, I'm just so frustrated because I think the chapters just aren't good enough. I've been working on the next few updates for a whole week now and I'm just not satisfied ._. I'm sorry I can't write anything good ;_;

AND ALL THIS DRAMA BECAUSE OF OLI'S FACETATTOO I think it's fabulous by the way, which is why it's the pic for this chapter *-* But seriously, twitter and instagram were just a mess that day. Oh my god, freaking fandom wars.

(LOL I saved this as a draft a week ago, my apologies)

Meeh, song for this chapter is Of Mice & Men - O.G. Loko because let's face it, OM&M is pure perfection <3

Cassandra's POV:

"I'm pregnant, Oli", I finally managed to bring out as I looked him right into the eyes. He didn't reply anything and seemed kinda shocked about it. Just what I had feared.

I let out a small sigh and parted my lips, ready to say something when he interrupted me. "So I'm going to be a father? We're going to be parents and have a family!?", he asked, getting more and more excited with each word. His eyes lit up in excitement and a wide happy smile spreaded on his face.

I gave him a confused stare and just nodded slightly before he pulled me into a tight hug. "Oh my god, that is so awesome!", he smiled genuinely. "Wait, you're happy about it?", I asked rather confused. He let go off me only to raise an eyebrow at me, without loosing his happy expression.

"Well, duh! More than happy. I'm so stoked. I mean just the thought of a little me running around! Why wouldn't I be happy about that?"

Well that was unexpected. I should be relieved about his reaction but it somehow got me only more worried. "I.. actually thought it would be a bit too early for us having a child", I muttered almost inaudible.

Oli's smile disappeared and changed into a concerned frown. "So you don't want it?", he asked calmly with more worry in his voice than disappointment. "I do! I'm just a bit unsure. Because of the money, the time, the-", I immediately replied but he cut me off again.

"Cass, calm down. Listen to me", he sighed and held up my chin to look me right into the eyes. "We went through so much together. We were able to handle so many things, we'll be able to raise a child. You don't need to be scared", he said in a gentle voice.

"That's what Hannah and Vic told me too but still", I sighed not even knowing how to finish the sentence. Oli shook his head. "And they're right. I don't see the problem, love. Yes, it's going to be hard work but it'll be worth it. I mean I'm going to have a family with the woman I love more than anything in the entire world. This is perfect!", he smiled.

"So you want to keep it?", I asked him and he nodded. "But only if you want it too", he murmured and I let out a sigh. "Of course I do", I smiled at him. "You're right. We can do this", I added with a grin and pressed my lips against his before we both pulled away again.

"Do you want to tell the others?", my boyfriend asked me. I just shrugged. "Well Hannah and Vic know already but apart from that, I'd like to keep it a secret for now. I mean it would be unfair if we'd tell them only and the other's would have to wait for the big news", I laughed. "Let's tell them at Warped. Everyone we wanna tell is going to be there, right?", Oli suggested and I nodded. Together we went back inside and sat down with the others.

FIRST DAY OF WARPED *late evening*

"You really want to tell them now?", I whispered quietly causing Oli to groan and roll his eyes. "If not now then when else?", he shrugged. But before I could add anything to that, he already stood up and turned off the music. "Guys. Hey, shut up everyone. Cassie and I have something to tell you", Oliver called out. Everyone's conversations stopped at once and they all turned their heads around to us.

It was just the ending of the first day of Warped. All the shows were amazing and all in all it was a great start for a fucking great festival. I was absolutely looking forward to this. Right now simply all of our friends were having a little party. And Oliver thought it would be a good idea to tell them now, which I highly doubt though. But he was right.

We're gonna have to tell them eventually.

"Alright then", Oliver started with a cough, a smile from one ear to another. "First of all: I'm stoked to be here with all of you, this might be the best Warped ever, so let's rock it", he grinned, holding up his beer. The others let out a quick cheer. "Though you'll have to learn walking, Danny. Tripping over everything on stage just because you're drunk that early in the morning, seriously?", Oli added chuckling making them laugh a little.

"You're just jealous of my fabulous dance moves", Danny replied, jokefully flipping him off. "That's gotta be it, Twatsnorp", Ben snickered and slightly smacked the back of the ginger's head. "Whatever. Now for the great news", Oli continued as he wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me closer.

"Who's excited to have a mini me running around soon?"

You could actually see all their jaws drop at the same time. "No way. Are you serious?", Josh asked with a wide smile on his face. "Guess so. To put it straight; yes, I am pregnant", I nodded smiling. "Holy shit! That's awesome, mate", Danny grinned. "Yeah, congrats!", Jordan agreed.

They all basically told us how awesome it was and how happy they were for us. Especially since things weren't too perfect the past few weeks. But all turned out just fine. Perfect in fact. It couldn't get any better!

If only I knew that shit could come down again, though...

SORRY GUYS. SORRY, SORRY, SORRY. I SUCK. I'M HAVING SCHOOL AGAIN AND I HAVE NO TIME AT ALL! But I'm trying my best to upload anyways, I really love writing for you, especially this story. Although I'm having issues with the storyline. Or more to put, I had. Thanks to @JazminSelem I got a brilliant idea. Not exactly what she suggested, it's slightly different but anyways.

Thanks a bunch for helping me out there! This is why I dedicated this chapter to you <3 Thank you so much, hun.