Help me find a way to breathe [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 11

And another chapter c: I'm not sure if I'm able to update on sunday since iT'S MY MOTHAFKNG BIRTHDAY BOO YAA <3 Okay sry for being awkward /. \

However, I'll try to update as soon as possible for you guys. Thank you for all your clicks/votes/comments. I appreciate your support! You guys are amazing (also 3k reads on We Are Powerless! *_*)

Song for this chapter is Kissing in Cars - Pierce The Veil because that song is just so beautiful and asdfghjkl. I apologize for the cheesy fluff xD This chapter is more of a filler >_<

I'll make sure to keep it more interesting for the next chapters, promise. Picture on the side is All Time Low :3 Now have fun reading xo

Oliver's POV:

So here we go, huh? To be honest, I didn't want Cass to leave. Of course not, duh. But maybe she was right. I wouldn't lose her forever. If I made her stay I would risk that. "You sure you want to let her leave?", Matt K. randomly asked me as I searched my car keys.

"I don't want to but I have to. It seems like the best option right now", I replied shrugging and he nodded. "Can we go?", I heard Cassie and turned around to her. "You got everything?", I asked her and she nodded before she wanted to pick up her bags.

"Let me do that", I simply said as I picked them up for her. "See you later guys", I said to the others before I walked off the bus and put the bags inside the car. While I carried her stuff, Cassie said her farewells to everyone before she stepped inside the car.

"You could've at least tried to stop me", she muttered almost inaudible. I gave her a surprised look and wanted to add something to that, but what could I possibly say? "It's not like I'm forcing you to leave", I sighed.

"Yeah, but you're not making me stay either", she replied as she looked out of the window. "It was your idea after all", I muttered and started the car. She didn't say anything, nor did she look at me.

"Look, I don't want you to leave but like you said, some distance can't hurt. So much happened in the past few days and we both need time to think everything through, don't you think?", I sighed and she just shrugged.

After some time of driving and silence we arrived at the airport. "You sure you didn't forget anything?", I asked her once more and she nodded. "Pretty sure", she replied while she stepped out of the car. I hopped out of it too and helped her with carrying.

"See you at Warped then, I guess..", she muttered and bit her lower lip, looking up at me with a heartbreaking sad look on her face. I leaned to her and cupped her face before I pulled her into a rather passionate kiss. She returned the favor as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

After some time we broke away again but didn't let go off each other yet. "I'm sorry for being such a douchebag", I whispered. She smiled softly at me as she shook her head. "No matter what, I'll always love that douchebag", she chuckled and leaned her forehead against mine.

That caused me to smile like an idiot. "God, you have no idea how much I'm missing you already, babe", I sighed. "We'll call each other, right?", she asked. "Of course", I nodded as suddenly the announcement for Cassie's flight was to be heard.

I grabbed her hand and slightly squeezed it as we walked to her plane. She quickly pecked my lips and smiled at me. "Goodbye, douchebag", she chuckled and wanted to turn around.

But before she could even let go off my hand, I tightened my grip and spun her around. I pulled her close and pressed my lips against hers once more. She replied the kiss before we again drew away.

"I love you, Cassie", I breathed and she smiled. "I love you, too", she replied and quickly hugged me before she turned around and walked on the plane.

Cassandra's POV:

I walked on the plane and searched for my seat before I sat down. I looked out of the window to see Oliver waving. I waved back at him smiling. Of course it was somehow sad and I already missed him. But he was right, we needed time to let everything sink in.

And Warped would be in 16 days. That's only 384 hours, then I'd see him again.

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After hours of driving I walked off the plane again. Pierce The Veil was having a U.K. tour at the moment. The first days of Warped would also take place in England. I was now in Plymouth.

I looked around for the guys from Pierce The Veil, since they said they'd pick me up. "Look who we have here", I heard a familiar voice as I turned around to see Vic and the others.

I smiled at them and quickly walked over to them before pulling them into a group hug. "God, I've been missing you guys!", I grinned at them. "We've been missing you, too", they laughed back.

"You're probably having a jet lag, right? So let's go back. We're even having a hotel", Mike said and I nodded, actually feeling a bit dizzy and tired. We all stepped into the car and drove off. "You nearly gave us a heartattack when we heard you were in hospital by the way. Are you feeling better?", Tony asked and I nodded.

"I was lucky I didn't get hurt too bad so everything's fine", I replied shrugging. "That's good to hear", Jaime smiled at me.

"So how are things going with Oliver?", Vic suddenly asked. I bit my lower lip and shrugged. "We're not really fighting, you know? We just decided to give each other some space", I mumbled and he nodded. "Anything else you want to talk about?", he asked.

Vic knew me way too well. Or was it that obvious that there was something on my chest? Or better to say a precious little something in my womb. At least someone on this tour should know about it, in case something happened.

"I'll tell you after I catched some sleep, okay?", I yawned and he nodded. "Sure", he smiled when suddenly my phone rang. I grabbed it and opened the text message I just recieved.

From: Oli<3

Arrived? I'm already missing you :/ xo ♥

How sweet of him. I replied right away.

To: Oli<3

Yup. Just a few minutes ago. I miss you too ._.♥ xo

"Anyone else on tour?", I asked the guys and Mike nodded. "All Time Low joined us yesterday", he replied. "Ah, I see", I replied smiling. I already met them once, they were cool guys. At least tour won't be boring, that was certain.