Don't Fudging Say Mate!

Don't Fudging Say Mate! - Chapter 5

A/N: Hey guys! Hope you are all enjoying this story so far! Please don't be afraid to comment or vote I love to hear from you guys...you never know your opinions might help influence how this story progresses....so yeah comment!! :D Anyway here is another chapter...luckly its longer than the previous one....which granted was ridicously short and I appologise for that! Anyway getting off topic....so Enjoy! ~ Dannii 

Chapter 5:

Jax’s P.O.V

Staring at Luce’s unconscious body I couldn’t help but want to pull her onto my knee, to just hold her closer to me than I was already. I could see the wound healing on her head and I knew she was going to be alright and this news settled my wolf down. It was at that point that I realised I’d been rather cruel growling at Mya earlier, its not like it had actually been her fault, she was just letting Luce have some fun on her birthday. But I guess when I seen all the blood around Luce I just lost it, lost all rational thought and lashed out at the person closest to me, who just happened to be Mya. I sighed and made a note to apologise to Mya later when Luce came back from the land of unconsciousness. I looked over at Luce again and wondered how she was going to respond to me when she awoke, I sighed remembering her behaviour a day or so ago. I had a feeling this was by no means going to be, how do they say, smooth sailing. 

A few hours later I was dozing lightly in the chair beside Luce when I felt her hand twitch and grasp mine tighter. I bolted awake quickly. “Luce? Luce can you hear me?” I asked desperately, watching to see if there was any more movement just to prove I hadn’t just imagined what had just occurred. Because well it my current mental state of mind its quite possible I imagined the whole thing. I felt her twitch again and I squeezed her hand lightly in return and I heard her murmur. “Mummy?” she croaked out and my hear dropped a little but then again what did I really expect in all honesty? I sighed and didn’t have the heart to tell her it wasn’t her mummy. Instead I decided to go get her mummy for her. Because to be honest that would probably be better for her, as much as the thought killed me that she didn’t want me but wanted her mummy. Letting go of her hand sadly I headed for the door, I heard Luce whine when I dropped her hand and the sound broke my heart but I would do what she wanted. Even if it killed me. So with this in mine I swiftly left the room in search of Luce’s mother.

Luce’s P.O.V

Opening my eyes slowly I felt like I’d been hit by a herd of unicorns at full speed and man did it kill. My head spun making my vision slightly swim, which I will tell you is seriously not cool. Not when your trying to get a hang of your surroundings anyway. My hand felt so warm, like someone had just been holding it, but as I was coming too I couldn’t sense anyone in the room so it didn’t make sense. The heat from that hand felt like it was warming me right through my soul. Yes sounds deep but its not my fault if that’s how it feels! Sue me! Actually no don’t bother I have nothing worth having! ’Okay I really need to stop talking to myself’ I thought. You know because thinking that in your head is much more saner than talking to yourself. Thinking inside my head just served to remind me how much my head was actually killing me right now. I groaned from the pain shooting through it and wished like hell that it would just go away. “Luce! Luce. Oh my dear your okay” I voice I recognised said from the other side of the room, though I knew they were getting closer. “Yes. I am fine” I said wincing but trying to hide the pain I was feeling inside my head. Because if memory serves that voice belongs to my sweet mother, who worries about me enough as it is, without worrying because I’m in pain. “Oh sweetie. Are you sure your not in any pain?” she asked leaning over me to probably check for injuries. I just nodded not trusting my voice as a fresh wave of pain wracked through my body. “Well May told me to give you these tablets regular anyway to combat any pain you may have” my mother said softly and I nodded, not wanting to open my eyes fully because the light would only make the pain in my head that much worse, if that’s even possible. “Open your mouth” my mother said and did as I was told when she threw two horrible tasting tablets into my dry mouth. I gulped and was thankful when she placed a cup of water to my mouth so I could swallow the tablets properly and refresh my rather dry mouth. As the water ran down my throat making it feel that much better I couldn’t help but wonder what had happened to have me in this state. The last thing I recall was dancing with alcohol in my hand, then everything up until this point is a blank. Like someone has deleted a section of my memory like you delete sections of photos and various other things when your not happy with them, or you just want to forget some painful memories. But I didn’t think my brain was blocking me from any painful memories. Though with the pain soaring through my head I wasn’t too sure. But sadly before I could ask my mother what had happened, the tablets decided that was their cue to kick in and I blacked out once more.