Don't Fudging Say Mate!

Don't Fudging Say Mate! - Chapter 39

A/N: Hey guys!! So sorry for the delay in chapter update...I have had a lot of things on my mind lately so not been in the mood to write so I appologise for that. Anyway I have managed to finally write chapter 39...so enjoy :D *WARNING THOUGH!! THIS CHAPTER DOES CONTAIN SEXUAL SCENES!! YOU WILL BE WARNED AGAIN AT THE PART AND THEN WHERE IT ENDS FOR THOSE WHO DONT WISH TO READ THAT BIT!!*

Much Love & Happy Reading ~ Dannii x

Chapter 39:

Luce’s P.O.V

It had been three days now since Damon and Mya had left us and I had been contemplating all the ways I could and would make Jax suffer. Infact this had been what consumed my thoughts and it was also the reason I remained locked in the spare bedroom. Much to the frustration of Caleb. I mean yes he was understanding he knew why I had to do this. Hell he wished he could kill him. But he hated the fact that I was blocking him out. I mean I was his fudging mate afterall. Yet I couldn’t let him in. He couldn’t understand what I went through at the hands of that lunatic. No matter how much he tried. And I know he really did try. So instead I was locked in the spare room. Hidden away from the guys and left to my thoughts. And there were a lot of thoughts. They almost consumed me there was that many. Yes thoughts can consume. I’m not crazy. actually…Yes I am crazy. but in a good way. Naturally. But anyway I am getting off topic. You know as often happens with my mind. But anyway back to my original thoughts…I had blocked Caleb from our mate bond too and I know that only irritated him more, but I couldn’t have him reading my thoughts. Not when they were in such a state he would only worry about me. I didn’t want that. He wasn’t allowed to worry about me. Though if his pacing outside this room was any constellation, he was worrying about me anyway. So clearly this was a no win situation. I sighed and ran a hand through my rather knotted hair and closed my eyes. I was exhausted. I had been unable to sleep because my mind wouldn’t shut off its thoughts enough to let me sleep and well I couldn’t sleep without Caleb nowadays. As sad as that may seem. I opened my eyes again and shook my head to try and clear some of the thoughts that invaded my mind. Sadly to no avail. So instead I closed my eyes once more and listened to Caleb pace outside the room I was occupying. 

“Luce. Please. Don’t do this. Let me in. Please.” Caleb’s heartbroken voice floated through the closed door. The sound of it tugged at my heart strings. I mean he sounded so broken and it was all my fault. I was doing this to him. But I couldn’t help it. It was for the best. Or that’s what I believed anyway. If he seen some of the thoughts that were in my mind, he’d fudging reject me. believing I wasn’t the same person he fell in love with. I sighed as my stomach began to cramp up. I grabbed my stomach as an unmistakeable pain tore through it. I was hungry. And it wasn’t for food. No I needed to feed. On blood. Because well my vampire side was appearing a lot more often these days. It was something else I’d been thinking about…but anyway. The pain engulfed my being moments later and caused me to scream out from thee force of it. I heard Caleb bang on the door in response. Clearly alarmed. But the pain was more of a concern to me and therefore the sounds he were making were muffled to me and almost hardly audible. My screams all I could hear. The pain all I could feel. It burned through my veins making me feel like someone had set me alight. It was horrid. I collapsed on the floor. Curling into the fetal position as I did so. Not being able to move as the pain exploded through my body and all I did was scream out.

Caleb’s P.O.V

I wanted her so badly. I missed her so much. Since Mya and Damon had left, she’d locked herself in a spare room and she hadn’t emerged. Well not that I had seen anyway. She’d blocked me from our mate bond too. Which only served to make me and my fox crazy. Because well she was our mate and we couldn’t reach her. I had been pacing outside her room daily and that was what I was currently doing while trying to get her to talk to me, when I heard her scream. It tore at my heart because I couldn’t get to her to help her. Because someone had locked the door on me. Luce. I heard a scream rip through the air and the moment I heard it I knew why she was in pain. She was hungry. She needed to feed. And as her mate, I was the only one who could actually properly curb the hunger once more. So with this in mind I had a fresh determination to get to her. And well I was no longer respecting her privacy. Which meant…