Don't Fudging Say Mate!

Don't Fudging Say Mate! - Chapter 34

A/N: Hey guys! So i'm hoping you guys are still enjoying this story and don't think i'm dragging it out too much which is what I fear people will start to think...but nevertheless I have chapter 34 for you all to read :D so enjoy!!

Much Love & Happy Reading ~ Dannii x

Chapter 34:

Jax’s P.O.V

“Is everything ready?” I questioned into the phone I held to my ear. “Not quite yet” was the response I got from the other end. “What do you mean, not quite yet?” I growled back. My anger rising. How hard could the task they have be! It had been over a day now and well I was growing impatient. “I mean, we don’t have everything we need” the response said. I growled again. I knew I shouldn’t of trusted them to do anything. But I had no other choice. They had the resources I needed. So therefore I had to use them as much as I hated it. I would of much preferred to deal with this issue alone. But sadly I couldn’t do that. It just wasn’t possible. Things had gone too far for me to just deal with it myself. But I’d be damned if I wasn’t going to deal with it at all. “How long does it take to gather resources?” I growled back and I heard the guy at the other end sigh. “Look, we are trying our best. But the timescale you gave us was never ideal” he says and I can’t help but wish again I could handle this alone. But knowing I couldn’t I knew I had to be patient and try and reign in my temper. “I am aware of this. But I told you the reasons for the urgency” I stated and I heard another sigh. “We know. We are doing our best. We will ring you when we have everything” and with that the phone on the other end went dead. I couldn’t help but feel angered. ‘How dare he fucking hang up on me!’ I thought to myself as I contemplated throwing the phone across the room and watching it break into tiny meaningless bits on the floor. But I knew that wouldn’t help me. Because well without the phone I had no way of getting in contact with them. And well I needed them. Sadly. 

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair in frustration. ‘If only the fucking slut had stayed with me and not completed the mating bond. I wouldn’t of had to go through any of this then’ I thought bitterly. But never the mind I could fix it for her. Or should I say THEY could fix her for ME. Yes that was more accurate. Well they could if they actually got their asses into gear. I mean didn’t they realise that when I had given them a deadline I meant them to stick to it. I didn’t know how long I had exactly before her pathetic sex partner managed by some stroke of luck to find us. And well I couldn’t have that. So that was why I enforced the deadline. Not that they listened to it. Clearly. I sighed annoyed at having to be stuck here in this dingy place all for HER. And well truth be told I didn’t even want her anymore. No I had Molly. I just didn’t want HER calling the shots. She wasn’t allowed to cause me pain. Her fate deemed she was to remain at my side whether she wanted to or not and I was going to damn well make sure that happened. Yes I would have HER put back on the path of her fate. All I had to do was remove that filthy vampires mark on her. Then I would claim her as mine. Which is what she rightfully was. She was MINE. And I wasn’t allowing anyone else to have her, even if I didn’t want her myself. No she would remain with me, so I wouldn’t feel so empty. But SHE wouldn’t be treated like my mate. Because I was taking Molly as my mate. SHE was there purely because she was MINE and well I needed her to feel complete. Nothing more. No any feelings I had for HER had long since disappeared and I had no intentions of letting them come back. I had Molly now and that was enough for me. Even if it wasn’t who my wolf wanted. Hence where SHE came in. Because my claiming her as well as Molly it kept both my wolf and I happy. And well I didn’t care about how SHE would feel about it all. I really didn’t. 

As thoughts of HER went through my mind I realised I hadn’t been down to check she was still living down there. Because well I truly didn’t care all that much. Hell I had wanted to kill HER initially. But my wolf had managed to convince me to keep her around. Lucky for HER. Not that I had been giving her food. Because well food gave her strength and I needed her as weak as I could get her. Because if she really did have some vampire in her as well, it meant if she had strength she could possibly override me in terms of strength and that could allow her to get free and I wasn’t having that. So yes I didn’t feed her because she was to remain weak. ‘But if you don’t feed her, she could die’ My wolf protested. I just pushed him to the back of my mind. He’d said more than enough. He had been the one to convince me to let the fucking slut live, there was no way he was going to convince me to feed her too. It just wasn’t happening. So instead he can go back to his quiet corner in my head and shut the hell up. Deciding I was going to have to check on her sadly, I sighed and walked out the room, heading to the basement where she was kept. Because well I didn’t want to see her face and listen to her pathetic pleas to be let free. Though come to think of it she hadn’t once pleaded to be let free. ‘She must be more stupid than I thought’ I thought to myself as I opened the door to the basement and the smell of death, decay and burning flesh met my nose. I couldn’t help but grin. The smell of  burning flesh alerted me that the silver was still burning her wrists and ankles and therefore were preventing any of the wounds healing, resulting in her being even weaker because she would be suffering from blood loss and well silver to a wolf was dangerous anyway, especially in large quantities. Walking down a few of the steps I was hit by the smell of sweat and pee too. It was revolting to sum it all up and it was one of the reasons I didn’t stay down here long. I couldn’t stand the smell. Though I knew some of the smells were of my own doing. If I’d allowed her toilet trips and didn’t have her bound by silver then the prominent smells of pee and burning flesh wouldn’t fill the room. And her sweat wouldn’t be as bad because she wouldn’t have been fighting against restraints to make the pain go away. But never mind. I didn’t have to stay down here, so I wasn’t all that fussed. The only person that had to cope with the rancid smell was HER. And well she created half the smell so she had no one to blame but herself. With those thoughts in mind, I closed the basement door and put the lock back in place and continued down the few steps. Walking towards the revolting slut that was my so called mate, I couldn’t help but have one thought…