Don't Fudging Say Mate!

Don't Fudging Say Mate! - Chapter 8

A/N: Ohhh look I was lovely enough to give you guys another chapter :D I really hope you enjoy, much love ~ Dannii x

Chapter 8:

Mya’s P.O.V

I knew Luce was worried about the conversation that was coming, I could sense her emotions through the pack link. It was strange for her to worry about a conversation with me. But thinking about the conversation we’d just had through the link, I realised I’d probably been a little hard on her, letting my Luna side come out, maybe a little too much. I sighed. I never intended for that to happen. I was just so worked up. I needed to get things through to her. How could she do this to Jax? He didn’t deserve it. And yes I know Jax told me to leave it alone, but he also didn’t make me promise. And well…my Luna side was flaring so badly I couldn’t just sit back and watch this play out. No I had to say something. Anything. I mean being her best friend I had to be the one with the best chance at getting through to her. Right? I wasn’t even sure myself anymore. Luce was a tricky one. I heard her climbing the rope ladder and I stopped the pacing, that I hadn’t even realised I’d been pacing to be honest. When her red hair popped up above the doorway. I took a step back and waited for her to fully come in. She stood up fully and looked at me, her face a simple mask void of emotion, but her eyes swam with the worry she really felt. I sighed. I hated making her feel like this, but really what choice did I have. “I’m here. What did you want to talk about?” Luce asked softly, dropping down on one of the beanbags that littered the small area. “Luce. I…I need to talk to you about something important” I said simply. “Really, I would never of guessed. You know with the location and all?” she said sarcastically, waving her hands around her. I sighed. Only Luce would be sarcastic at a time like this. It was like she was completely oblivious to what she was doing. The pain she was causing. I sighed. Typical Luce. Causing mayhem and then not really paying attention to the consequences or the knock on effects. Sometimes I didn’t half wish she’d grow up a little bit. Act more maturely and take some responsibility, for once. “Mya?” Luce said waving a hand in my face. I growled slightly and she jumped back a little surprised. I gasped, surprised at myself. I was never like this with her. Never like this with anyone. I went to apologise but she’d already moved on. “Sheesh. Next time I’ll leave you in zoney space” she said backing away and sitting back down once more. I tried to apologise but she just shook her head. “Don’t. Just tell me what I’m here for” Luce said simply. I could tell she was growing impatient. A bit like a toddler really. Which thinking back to my earlier thoughts about her maturity, was actually quite fitting. “Fine Luce, I will cut to the chase. I know.” I said simply, trying to meet her gaze. She didn’t meet my gaze though, instead she stared at the floor. She actually looked guilty and I couldn’t help but wonder if she was feeling guilty and having second thoughts about what she was doing. “You know what?” she asked, confusion evident in her tone. ‘Oh well maybe she wasn’t feeling guilty then.’ I thought as I watched her. “I know that you and Jax are…” I said but before I could finish the sentence Luce had bolted up, looking alarmed and slightly freaked out. “Don’t you fudging dare say it Mya. Seriously you are not fudging doing this!” she said, bursting into tears. I sighed as guilt washed over me. I never intended to make her cry. I didn’t actually expect her to react like this at all. “Luce. I’m sorry” I say softly but I can tell she’s not listening. She’s clearly lost to her own thoughts. The tears continue to steam down her face and I want to comfort her, but I’m not sure she’d appreciate it, so instead I stand their awkwardly, wishing I could take back my words. God I felt like a shiddy friend right now. Before I could actually think about doing anything to sort this situation out, Luce turned and bolted from the tree house, tears still streaming down her face. I just stood there and watched her race towards the house. I collapsed to the floor with my head in my hands. ‘What have I done?’ I thought.