Don't Fudging Say Mate!

Don't Fudging Say Mate! - Chapter 14

A/N: Hey guys! Sorreh for the late update, got caught up doing other things! But to make up for it I intend to have more than one chapter posted tonight and well here is the first one! Here is chapter 14...hope you enjoy.

Much Love and Happy Reading ~ Dannii x

Chapter 14:

Jax’s P.O.V

I watched as the sun rose and fell in burning lines through the small window. I sighed and sat up, not that it had really disturbed any sleep because I hadn’t slept all night. My mind wouldn’t shut off enough so I could sleep. That and my wolf was extremely pissed that our mate had dismissed us and walked off with another male. I mean what the fuck! So yes I’d had a night of him pacing in my head, his rage fuelling my own and my mind being over run by so many thoughts I couldn’t even comprehend some of them. I mean, Luce was my mate I knew that. Hell she even knew that, it was why she’d ran in the first place. But now all of a sudden she couldn’t feel the mate bond so much. Like what the hell was happening. I really didn’t understand. I’d been so tempted to mind link Damon and ask him but I didn’t want to worry him. That and I didn’t want to give them false hope that Luce would be coming back. Because right now, her coming back didn’t seem overly likely and that killed inside. I really didn’t want to lose her before I even got a chance with her. Sighing I stood in the room and contemplated what was the best thing to do here. I wanted to just run at Luce but after last night I knew that just wasn’t going to work. Hell I’d even contemplated kidnapping her, just in case I was wrong about her being in control and in fact they have her brainwashed. Because well it was possible I guess. Unlikely but possible. But I knew if I did that she’d never forgive me and I couldn’t risk that. Hell our relationship was rockier than a glacier mountain right now, so I really didn’t want to tip that iceberg. I sighed again, running a hand through my hair in frustration and gave in, opening the mind link to Damon. “Alpha” I sent. “Jax. How are you doing?” He sent back and I sighed. How was I suppose to explain a situation I didn’t understand myself. But to be honest I needed the help, providing he could in fact help me. But I really didn’t have that much left to lose really in this moment in time. “Not very well” I sent back and I heard him sigh through the mind link. I guess he feared my answer would be along those lines. I sighed I hated being such a let down, but I honestly didn’t know what to do. This situation was out of everyone’s comfort zones because it had never happened before. So it made dealing with it tricky. “Why so? Have you not managed to locate Luce?” He asked, the worry in his tone evident even through mind link like this. “Yes I’ve found her…” I sent not finishing the sentence. “Then what’s the problem. Why aren’t you returning with her. Wait! She’s alive right!” He added at the end and I nodded then realised he couldn’t see it, nor would it really be a sufficient answer. I sighed. ‘Well here goes nothing’ I thought before I switched back to pack link.  “Yes she is very much alive and with the vampires. Which actually turned out to be vamp-foxes may I add. But anyway that is not the issue. The issue is Luce. She sort of blew me off last night stating how she didn’t feel the same pull as she used too well that’s what I got from the conversation. It’s like the mate bond is disappearing on her side and I don’t know what to do. Hell she said she needed the night to think about coming back with me to the pack for god sake!. I’m scared I’ve lost her Damon’ I sent and I knew my voice sounded weak and helpless, especially towards the end, but I didn’t care. It was how I felt right now. I didn’t want to lose Luce, I really didn’t but I felt like I already had without doing anything. “Vamp-foxes hey? Strange. But yes definitely not the big issue here. This bond issue you have with Luce does sound really bad but I don’t think your going to lose her. Maybe her wolf just isn’t fighting so much to be with you because you guys have been apart” he said and I sighed. I wished and hoped that was the case but I doubted it. “ I wish that was going to be true. But if it was then my wolf wouldn’t be any different to hers. But mine is. Its demanding we have our mate. Its pulling me to her. The bond is very much there and if anything its been stronger because she’s been away. It just sadly didn’t take me to her” I sent back and I heard him sigh in response. “I honestly don’t know what to say Jax. I have never heard of such a situation. Your best bet is to get Luce back here to the pack house, that way we can look into it more closely see if we can locate and explanation. That and then all the members of my pack will be back where I can keep them safe, and you will have your mate back and you might be able to rebuild the bond that seems to be fading at Luce’s end, if you guys are together a lot more.”  he sent and I knew he was right. We needed to go home. We’d been away too long. “I will try and sort it. Thank you Damon” I sent. “No problem Jax. Just bring her home.” I cut the connection and sighed. If only it was that easy.