Regrets

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Thirdy Ravena and Bea de Leon

Bea's POV

   "Hindi ko na kaya, Thirdy. Every single time that I see you happy with her breaks my heart into pieces. Why? Because I love you. Yes, you heard it right. I'm inlove with you. Every single day my feelings for you grows deeper and deeper. I tried to stop it but I just can't. I don't know why I can't."

"Beh, bakit mo kinakausap yung salamin?" Tanong ni Jho na kakapasok lang ng kwarto.

"A-ah wala lang!" Sagot ko na medyo nahihiya.

Argh Bea! Nakakahiya ka naman. Bakit mo nga naman kasi kinakausap yung salamin?

"Weh? Ano yung narinig kong kay 'hindi ko na kaya, Thirdy' chuchu?" She asked as she she imitated my voice.

"Nvermind that one, Jho." I answered blankly. I'm not in the mood to explain her everything right now.

She just nodded as response.

We talked about a lot of things when she decided to bid goodbye because she have a date pa daw with Marci.

I immediately opened my phone and texted Thirdy.

To: Thirdy Ravena

We need to talk. Meet me up at the field later at 5pm.

You can do this, Bea.



Maddie's POV

"Beiiii!!!" I greeted and sat down beside her.

She's busy eating her sandwich and she's not even minding me.

Ay wait, tulala pala.

"Bea to earth are you there? Yohooo!"

"Ay butiki!"

"Do I look like a butiki, Bei?"

"No. You look like a bamboo. A walking bamboo. And a white bamboo to be exact."

"Wow, thanks for the compliment." I sarcastically said.

She just continued eating and tulala pa rin?!

"Beatriz, yung totoo? May problema ka ba? Come on, spill it!"

"Hindi ko na kaya, Mads. Every single time that I see you happy with her breaks my heart into pieces. Why? Because I love you. Yes, you heard it right. I'm inlove with you. Every single day my feelings for you grows deeper and deeper. I tried to stop it but I just can't. I don't know why I can't."

Nababaliw na ba 'to?

I just looked at her saying 'what do you mean?'

"Wag kang assuming, Yrenea. It's not for you duh. It's for Thirdy! I'm planning to confess to him."

"Seriously? Bea de Leon confessing her feelings?! Anong nakain mo?"

"I am serious, Madeleine. I want to confess my feelings and let him go for everyone's sake. At para hindi na rin ako mahirapan at masaktan. Pagod na pagod na kasi ako eh."

"And you think that letting him go won't hurt you?"

"I will admit it that at first, it will hurt me. But things will get better. Makaka-move on rin naman ako."

"If that's what you want, then go confess to him. I'm your friend and I will support you no matter what." I said and I hugged her.

"Thank you, Mads. You're the best!"

"Basta I'm always here for you, Bei. Ice princess is always ate your service!" I said as I broke the hug.

"Thank you so much, Mads. I really owe you a lot. But for now, I have to go. I still have to confess and let go." She said as she stood up and started walking away.

"Bea!" I shouted.

"What?" She asked.

"Good luck!" I answered and gave her a thumbs up.

She mouthed 'thank you' and smiled then she continued walking away.

Thirdy's POV

"Hi Thirds!" Bati niya sabay yakap sa akin. Niyakap ko naman siya pabalik.

Nararamdaman ko namang humihigpit yung yakap niya at naririnig ko siyang humihikbi.

Teka bakit umiiyak 'to?

"Bei, bakit ka umiiyak? May problema ka ba?"

Bumitaw naman siya sa pagkakayakap sa akin.

"Wala, Thirds. I'm just thankful na ikaw yung best friend ko. Thank you so much for everything."

"Thank you for all the memories, Thirds. Pero hindi ko na talaga kaya eh. Every single time that I see you happy with her breaks my heart into pieces. Why? Because I love you. Yes, you heard it right. I'm inlove with you. Every single day my feelings for you grows deeper and deeper. I tried to stop it but I just can't. I don't know why I can't."

"And now I guess it's time to let go. I'm letting you go, Ferdinand."

"Can I hug you one last time?" She asked and I just nodded.

Niyakap naman niya ako ng napakahigpit at pagkatapos ay hinalikan niya ako sa noo.

Pinanood ko lang siyang maglakad papalayo.

Bakit wala ka man lang ginawa?!

And now, you're regretting everything?

Bakit hindi mo sinabi sa kanya na mahal mo rin siya?

Bakit tumanga ka lang at hinayaan siyang umalis?

Ugh, Thirdy!

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