Where Do Broken Hearts Go.

Part 15.

Your POV: Several seconds passed, and even if the evidence Caden had just given me was true, and despite the pain I felt, I still couldn't believe Harry would do something like that to me. It all felt so unreal. I looked straight into Caden's eyes, as I finally spoke. "I am done hearing these lies. Just leave me alone Caden" I said, leaving him shocked, as I hurried back inside. I had to find Harry, I had to hold him close, and feel his love on me. I needed that more than anything else in the world. I pushed past everyone in my way as I hurried up the stair way, to the second floor. I looked around, still not finding anyone or anything interesting. I sighed, giving up for the second time around, as I walked into an empty bedroom. I noticed it had double doors, that led to a grand balcony that over looked the ocean. I walked over to it, leaning on the beautiful railing, as I took a look at the night sky, and smelled the ocean breeze. I had been standing there for quite a few seconds, when I heard a really weird sound from right next to me in the darkness. It startled me so I quickly turned on the flashlight on my phone, and shined it brightly around me. What I saw immediately made me drop my phone.

"Harry?" I said, as my tears were already streaming down. He had been here, on the same balcony kissing Hillary like he had never kissed me. In this moment, I knew that I would forever hold the memory of his face as he looked back at me. Fate had brought me here to this exact balcony, where life was doing an injustice. I saw his features, slightly worried, but not enough, as his lips were swollen and his cheeks were reddened. I wanted to run, run far away from this place, but I couldn't move. I don't know what I was feeling. Was it anger? Or sadness? Perhaps it was everything in between, like a state of complete heartbreak and misery. Hillary smirked at me, and I wanted to run towards her and rip every single strand of perfect hair on her scalp. "Y/n..." Harry said, in a voice raspier than ever before. "Stop talking. Right now, it's my turn to talk" I said, even though I don't understand how my words were coming out so clear.

"This is Hillary. The girl I accused you of being with that one night, weeks ago.... You....You denied it, and you made me feel terrible about myself. I cried the entire night for you, and I even went out early in the morning to buy you those stupid macaroons.... Why did you lie?" I said lowly. "I didn't. I promise it's not like that" Harry defended himself. "Yes it is!!!! Caden told me everything!" I screamed, while the salty tears burned through my eyes. "He what?!" Harry asked, shocked at this revelation. "How could you?! 6 years?!!! You have made me waste 6 entire years of my life, while you only pretended to love me!!! 6 entire years, stealing away my greatest moments in life! You were my first kiss, my first love, my first... Everything!!! How could you do this to me?! Have you no soul?!!!" I asked. "Wait, who is this anyway?" Hillary spoke up, looking confused between us. I looked at her, completely disgraced. "I am his girlfriend! How could you not know that?" I asked her. "You have a girlfriend?!" She asked again, looking at Harry. He looked down disappointedly, and I knew now that even he was ashamed of himself.

"You see Harry?! That little "plan" of yours, to go out with me just to make her jealous, didn't even work!!! How could you be so stupid and inconsiderate?! I loved you, more than anything, more than myself. Do you even know what that means? I would have given it all away, no questions asked, for you. I had even give up my dreams of traveling, just so that we could be together forever!!! That was my last resolution last night after graduation... But you ruined it. Don't you see Harry? I loved you! I never pretended to be with you for my own sick advantage. Everything I ever felt towards you was real. I walked up here just to get away from Caden, to walk away from hearing about you and his accusations.... But now I get it. You never loved me.... Not even as a friend. Because you don't use people that you love, and you don't make them feel the way I'm feeling right now" I cried, finally finishing off what I had started.

"Y/n... I'm sorry.... I didn't mean for this to happen. But I can't control the way I feel..." He said to me, with emotion in his eyes. I couldn't believe he was still trying to explain himself. What he had done to me these past 6 years was the worst thing ever....there was no word for it. Just then, Caden came up to us, along with Melina, and they took in the entire scene. Before I embarrassed myself further, I spoke first. "You were right Caden... You were right.... The joke is on me...." I said, emotionless. "Y/n, I'm sorry.." Caden immediately said. "Yeah? Well you should be! You have been Harry's accomplice ever since the beginning! You had millions of opportunities to tell me what was going on, but you kept your damn mouth shut! I hate you, just like I hate him!" I yelled at him now. There was only one thing that I wanted to ask Harry, before I walked away. "Why didn't you just break up with me? It would have hurt a lot less..." I said. "Y/n... I think we should break up" he said, finally looking at me directly in eyes. I looked at his face one last time, knowing it would be the very last time.... And I cried as I ran off.