Breaking Free

Gabe(6)

A/N Hey everybody hope y'all okay, I'm not doing okay(I promise). P.S if my author notes are annoying just tell me, I know like to try to put a bit of humor in them... I know I'm not funny.

Previously: Once there I took a deep breath and turned the door knob.

The deep breath I took a few moments ago was for nothing, I walked in and was greeted by the most beautiful boy. I was unable to breath, he was perfect, he had eyes so blue that they could put the sky to shame, the adorable little blond quiff made me just want to run my fingers through his hair and don't even get me started on his jawline.

"Hello." he said in a deep smooth voice. I stood there for a second shocked that he was talking to me. "Umm. Hey." I finally got the said never taking my eyes off of him.

"You have... A bruise...right under your ear.." he said and pointed under his own ear.

"Oh... Um... Thanks." I looked down. Oh my God I'm so stupid!

"My names Matt, by the way" He said it quickly, he sounded so cute.

"I'm Gabe." I said trying to hide my blush. I moved farther into the room and began to unpack, trying desperately not to stare. I slowly took everything out and out them away neatly, I pulled out a picture and placed it on the desk in the corner, I smiled softly at it. I went back to my suitcase, I saw Matt climb up on the top bunk. I looked up at him, when I saw him staring back I looked back down and focused on unpacking. I could still feel his unwavering gaze on me.

About 30 minutes later I was done, I got up and sat on the bottom bunk. All my thought and feeling came crashing into me at once; my family doesn't want me, they don't love me, they think I'm disgusting and I was going to Hell. They sent me away to 'fix' me and the worst thing I they might never let me see Emma again! Maybe they were right, I am disgusting and I am going to Hell.

I sat up straight trying not to cry, I refused to slouch. My parents always thought it showed laziness or weakness, I can at least try to follow some of their rules.

Finally I felt the first tear run down my cheek, soon I had my knees pulled into my chest and was sobbing as quietly as I could. I heard a soft thud sound then felt warm arms wrap around me, I stiffened before completely melting into him. He was so comfortable and soft, I knew my tears were soaking his shirt but right now it felt like he was the only thing keeping me from falling completely apart was Matt. I felt like I could stay there forever, I felt safe and at home.

He didn't say anything just sat there and let me cry in his shoulder stroking my back. Soon I felt myself drift off and him laying me down and wrapping my blanket. I snuggled closer to the bed, I felt at peace for now.

~~~~~In The Dream~~~~~

I felt large rough hand glide up my naked torso and traveling farther down. I was completely naked, where was I, I panicked. All my thoughts went away when I looked up and saw Matt above me, He was also naked I might add. He was looking at me with love, I knew that was impossible, I mean we just met and who'd want to love me anyway.

He leaned down and captured my lips with his, I melted into the kiss. It grew more heated when Matt pulled at my bottom lip with his teeth, he was pleading for entrance which I gladly gave. His tongue explored my mouth, he stopped kissing me and I whimpered from the loss. I shut up when he moved so he was straddling my waist, he smirked down at me. "I love you so much." He told me, my breath caught in my throat.

He started to slowly grind his hips against me. His pace was agonizingly slow, "Uhg, stop teasing." I moaned. He grinded harder and faster, his hands were exploring me. "Ahhh!" I moaned out in pleasure.

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My eyes flew open. What was that? I here to fix myself and now I'm having a wet dream about some boy I just met! Oh my God, I hope I wasn't talking in my sleep! My parents told me I have the tendency to do that!

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