my poems

colorblind

In this life I am color blind,

looking but I just can't find,

brightness in my life and mind.

Still missing so many hues,

vital greens and calming blues,

used to see though lost my muse.

I'm just feeling so weak.

Black tears began to streak,

the day life turned so bleak.

Purple like a sore bruise,

aching I seem to lose,

a life I didn't choose.

No more fury no red,

no pain left as I bled,

like I'm already dead.

Caught in this dark woe,

gone the joy from yellow.

Long faded once known glow.

Orange burned like a fire,

roaring it was desire,

long lost goals on a pyre.

All these colors I can't see,

used to be a part of me,

before trapped in misery.