Sophia Mendes-Secrets

The News

I walk through the doors of school and make it to my locker. I am almost on my way to class when i am shoved to the ground.

"Hey bitch, no wonder your brother doesn't call he doesn't want a worthless shit like you!"

It was Maddie, Cara and Roxy must have pushed me. I am on the verge of tears I quickly pick up my stuff and head to class ignoring their name calling and the glares from everyone.

I get through my first class and the rest of the day avoiding The Triple Gang(as I call them).

I am leaving the school about to walk home since I live half a mile away. I hear a yell.

"Bitch stop right there!"

It was Maddie

"Yea you can't avoid us you know" Cara said

"Yea" Roxy replies them they punch and kick me on my left side then laugh and leave.

I painfully walk home I look down when I hit the front steps to see a bruise already forming.

I walk into the house to see my parents both home.

What are they doing home? What about Work? I thought

"Hey honey sit down." My mom starts.

"Okay." I say sitting down.

"So Shawn is coming home." Dad says.

"So?" I say angrily but really I want to breakdown.

"We have to go on a year long business trip babydoll and you can't live alone. so.......You are going to live with Shawn and some of his friends that went on tour with him." Mom says.

"What?! NO way! What about school? The house?" I scream.

"You are going and that's final" Dad says

"It's okay honey I talked to the school and you can homeschool until you get back, Aunt Sue is going to watch the house and Teagan come with you. It'll be okay." Mom said.

"No it's not." I said.

"Honey start packing Shawn will be here at 6 and you leave tomorrow at 8 am to Texas." Mom said hugging me.

I go up start packing, luckily I don't have much I finish at 6:15 and of course Shawn is late. Probably to spend less time with me. I grab my razor from my desk and go in my bathroom. I roll my sleeves up and slice.

1 for living

2 for Shawn

3 and 4 for my parents

5 for school

6 for Teagan

7 for being fat

8 for being worthless

9 for this stupid tour

And 10 for living again.

I breath out

I put my razor in my makeup bag to go on tour with.

"I bet I'm gonna need you" I whisper to it like my razor can hear me.

I clean off my cuts dry them and roll my sleeves down and right then I hear the doorbell ring.

I wanna be ready for this but I'm not, so fuck it.

I head downstairs and see....