Sophia Mendes-Secrets

I'm ok. Not

Hayes P.O.V (don't usually do this but I will rarely)

I feel so bad for Sophia. She is the most perfect thing ever! Like ever. She shouldn't be doing this to herself. She is soooo pretty, not fat like she thinks. She is so adorable and sweet with Teagan. Yea I mean she does have some sass sometimes and I bet the boys and I will have to punish her. She seems like trouble is coming, but with me she is more vulnerable. She makes me have this feeling like...oh no. I like Sophia! I can't let her know or anyone she is Shawn's sister. She probably hasn't even thought of me in that way. She just thinks I'm over protective. This is going to be and interesting tour. I then fell asleep holding Sophia tight.

Sophia P.O.V

I woke up and Hayes was holding me tight. I remembered last night. Hayes could never like em I am not good enough for anyone. I carefully get out of Hayes grip grab my suitcase and search. I've found it. It was my razor. I tiptoe to the bathroom. I shut the door and slide down the wall. This is perfect. Hayes is asleep and can't keep me from cutting. I then start my first cut. It felt so good. Just relief flooded through my body. I cut again, and again, and again. Until both my arms had blood trickling down them. KNOCK KNOCK I freeze.

"Sophia what are you doing, come out," Hayes demands.

"Nothing just give me a sec," I say.

"Sophia. Open. up. Now," Hayes yells through the door.

"I'm ok." I call out, fiddling with my hands.

I shove my razor into the waistband of my shorts. I just hastily try to wipe up the blood on the floor and on my arms. I the hear a click and Hayes barges in with a bobby pin. He must've picked the lock. Hayes rushes to my side. I wiggle trying to get out of his grip but he hold me tighter the more I move. He wraps towels around my arms and then washes the cuts. He takes me the bed and takes good look at them.

"Oh Soph," Hayes sighs. Hayes gets bandages and covers my new, fresh cuts.

"I'm sorry I am putting you through this. You should leave me. I deserve this." I cry.

Hayes then lifts my chin and grips me tighter.

"You did not put me through anything, you don't deserve this, AND I will never leave you." Hayes sternly says. Hayes wipes away my tears.

"Now, where is your blade," Hayes asks. I shake my head. He can't have it.

"Sophia, tell me or I will have to punish you for hiding something, you shouldn't have, from me," Hayes says firmly. I don't dare say a word. Hayes just sighs.

"Okay Sophia," Hayes says.

He pulls me over his lap in one swift move.

" I will stop when you tell me or I get my hands on it." Hayes informs me.

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I am squirming and crying now again.

"Still won't tell me then" Hayes grunts. "Okay" He trails off. He then grabs the waistband of my grey sleeping shorts and pulls them down. There is a little ping when my blade slips out and falls to the floor. I hold my breath hoping he didn't hear it.