"Well..." I start. "At first it was to relieve stress, but then I was just a burden in people's lives. That's what some people told me at school. My parents never paid attention to me, just work, and they sent me here with you guys. So they didn't seem to want me. And now I'm wasting your time and bothering you," I ramble.
"Stop," He says. I knew it. I was right he is already sick of me.
"You are not a burden and you need to stop doing this to yourself." He says sternly.
"I am going to help you so we don't have to tell the boys but please you have to stop. I will help you in the best way I can," Hayes says.
I nod and look away. Why did I have to drag him into this. I'm such an idiot.
"Is there anything else I need to know about?" Hayes asks
"No" I lie.
"Really because I think there is" He says turning more towards me. I shake my head no.
"I know you're lying, so yet again we can do this the easy or the hard way," Hayes gripping my hand. I just look down. I can't tell him I'm anorexic. That's my second biggest secret. Well now my first because he found out about my cuts.
"Okay, hard way it is then," He says. I am confused while he drags me off the end of the bed to my feet. Hayes is sitting on the edge of the bed. I am then pulled across his lap. Oh no. He can't be serious. Please tell me he's just threatening me.
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"Hayes please no, I just can't tell you," I say.
'I'm sorry but you wouldn't tell me so it's the hard way," Hayes says.
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"You want to tell me now?" Hayes questions. I shake my head. I can't tell him, I shouldn't.
Okay then.." Hayes mumbles.
He then in one tug pulls down my panties. NO. Now I feel super embarrassed and my ass hurts like hell.
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK "I'm sorry Hayes!!!" SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK "Owwww Hayes please"SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK My ass is on fire, Hayes is not going to stop unless I tell him. I can tell even though we have only known each other a little bit.
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"Okay Okay I'll tell you," I sob.
Hayes then pulls up my panties and leggings. I am sobbing pretty hard. He puts me on his lap but in a way it won't hurt my butt.
"I'm anorexic" I say luckily I can calm myself down quickly so my crying is dilating down.
"I'm sorry I had to spank you but I needed to know that. To help you. I am happy you told me. So why?" He says
"I wanted to fit in and I feel fat, and pretty much the same reason I was cutting," I say quietly.
Hayes wipes stray tears from my face.
"You are not fat. You are perfect just the way you are," He says smiling at me.
I hug him and cuddle up in his chest. He picks me up and places me under the bed covers. He then goes around the bed and lay down next to me. I close my eyes and feel Hayes pull me closer into him so our bodies are touching. He pushes a strand piece of hair behind my ear. Then we hear a bark and Teagan comes on the bed a snuggles underneath the blanket in between us. I hear Hayes chuckle. But our legs are still tangled. I think we fell asleep for an hour. Hayes wakes me up.
"It's time for all of us to go to dinner come on," he says.
Crap. Let's see how this will go.
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Sophia Mendes-Secrets
FanfictionSophia Mendes is the less famous sister of Shawn Mendes. When Sophia and Shawn's parents have to go on a work trip and Shawn has to take care of his 15 year old sister on tour. How will Sophia react? Well when she hasn't been contacted by Shawn in 6...
