Sophia Mendes-Secrets

PTSD

The next morning rolled around and I'm going to the doctors today. We all eat breakfast and get ready. The bus driver, Ed, drives us to the doctor's office. We walk in and sign me in and wait in the lobby for my name to be called. Once they call it only Shawn and Hayes come back with me. I sit on the bed as they examine me and ask many questions.

"Good news, the baby is perfectly fine and healthy. Not a single problem." The doctor tells us.

Relief floods through my body.

"We have another thing we wanted to ask about." Shawn says.

"What is it?" The doctor asks politely.

"Sophia had a really bad nightmare, and she is still nervous around others(besides the boys and Dylan)." Shawn's explains.

"Do you remember what happened in your nightmare?" The doctor asks.

I nod and explain the whole thing from start to finish. The doctor nods along listening closely.

"Well, with what happened to you in the past it isn't surprising that you might be shaken up for a while. But with the nightmare and nervousness still happening it could be another thing." The doctor says.

"Like what?" I ask.

"You could have PTSD, post traumatic stress disorder. It isn't surprising that you would have it giving what happened. It gonna take some time to get over it but some pills can help with stress or depression. I'll prescribe those so if you need them, you can have them to help." The doctor says.

I nod and so do Hayes and Shawn.

"PTSD can take some time to get over and things could be really sensitive to her so just stay calm and be patient." The doctor tells Shawn and Hayes.

"We promise, we will" Hayes says.

I already know that they can do that. They already are doing that. They really do care and are sensitive to me.

The doctor gets us the pills and we leave and get on the bus with the rest of the boys.(don't worry the pills won't harm the baby)

"Everyone sit in the back we have to talk." Shawn says.

Once all of us our in the back Shawn explains that I have PTSD and that it might take some time to get over. And that I have pills to take to help me whenever I'm down or stressed out. The boys we really sweet and reassuring about it. I know they'll help me through it. After the news the boys and I hang out the rest of the day. The boys have an award show in a few days so we are going to relax and do whatever until then. We all go to bed early and I sleep with Hayes. He holds me into his chest.

"Do you have something to wear to the award show?" Hayes asks.

I shake my head no.

"Okay then Cameron and I will take you shopping tomorrow." Hayes smiles.

"Okay" I whisper.

"You're gonna look amazing." Hayes says.

"I'm getting myself ready though because I want it to be a surprise." I say.

"Okay I guess we'll let you do that." Hayes chuckles making me laugh too.

"Goodnight Hayes." I say closing my eyes.

"Goodnight Sophia." Hayes whispers into my ear.

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Yay I updated! Hopefully I can keep on schedule. I really need suggestion on how to end this book so please leave some ideas. Don't be afraid too either I won't judge. I plan on making a sequel so leave ideas that y'all have please!